all new hair ^^

firstly, i just wanna tell you all that the first time i stepped my feet into the salon, i recognized immediately that i hadnt got my hair cut for 2 years, hehe.
ok, so.. what made me go to the hair salon today and get a new hair cut? hmm, well... actually at first i thought that i looked so booooring with my old hair cut. it was midback-length, straight on the top, but wavy at the ends, with NO style and annoyingly messy. although everyone says that it's good to have long hair since you can do anything to it, but unfortunately i'm not creative enough to do anything to my hair, so the only choice i had was making a ponytail on it. that's all. but after thinking about how boring my hair was, i didnt do anything to it. i didnt rush to the salon and get my hair cut, no. i just let that thought pass my mind, since i was too lazy to go there. well, i'm not a kind of person who stands being in a salon for hours. just having my hair cut for one hour already made me yawn several times. that's why i dont get my hair cut regularly, and i usually go to the salon when my hair already looks boring and everyone cant help looking at it, hahaha.
like this morning, my mommy said that she had enough with my hair, so she took me to a salon near my house together with my sister and we both got our hair cut this afternoon. and, for me, here is the result :

and... tadaaaaa

sooo *erhm, erhm* what do you think? love it or lose it? ;)

one more person with twilight fever here : quotes, mistakes, and trivia!

kyaaa, finally! after dreaming of the charming edward cullen for days, i watched twilight two days ago with damara and alpoy and since there were a lot of shots of edward's eyes, i had to hold my breath several times during the movie, hahaha.
for those who doesnt know about the main story of twilight, google it! hahaha. just kidding. ok, it's about a vampire named edward cullen who fell in love with a normal girl named isabella swan. since it's a love story between two different creatures, it wont be easy for them to be happily ever after. they have to handle complicated problems like one of edward's family members who hates isabella so much, or a vampire who is really tempted with bella's blood. about the story, hmmmm, quite impressive. a bit harry potter-y, but you can still see the difference between both of them. i think the director was quite successfull in interpreting the story in the novel and visualizing it into a movie. besides, the panorama was just soooooooo amazing - i wonder where the shots were held.
buut, unfortunately, i did not really like kristen stewart (isabella swan). not because i'm jealous with her *LOL*, but i just dont like her expression-less face. i dont know whether the script asked her to do so, but my friends thought the same way. about the fighting scene between the cullens and james, i think it can be more marvellous than that. seems too easy and too short for me. is it because the fighting is between one versus six? maybe it is. but overall, the movie is really really worth to watch.
well, all thanks to internet, it's easier for me to look for the trivia and mistakes in the movie to accompany the quotes that i am going to write here. hahaha, just like i promised, i came back with more quotes since i am a newbie for movie-quotes-addict, and i'm going to give you all trivia and mistakes as the bonuses! see, i am such a nice blogwriter, ha-ha.
firstly, here are my favorite quotes :
Isabella Swan: How old are you?
Edward Cullen: Seventeen.
Isabella Swan: How long have you been seventeen?
Edward Cullen: ...a while.
Isabella Swan: You've got to give me some answers.
Edward Cullen: I'd rather hear your theories.
Isabella Swan: I have considered radioactive spiders and kryptonite.
Edward Cullen: That's all superhero stuff, right? What if I'm not the hero? What if I'm... the bad guy?
Isabella Swan: Graduation caps?
Edward Cullen: Private joke. We matriculate a lot.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen: (saying to Bella who is coming to his house, referring to the food they are cooking) It gives us an excuse to use the kitchen for the first time.
Isabella Swan: Look, You gotta give me some answers.
Edward Cullen: Yes. No. To get to the other side. 1.77245...
Isabella Swan: I don't need the square root of pi.
Edward Cullen: You knew that?
Edward Cullen: I should go back there and rip those guys' heads off.
Isabella Swan: Um... No, you shouldn't.
Edward Cullen: You don't know the vile, repulsive things they were thinking.
Isabella Swan: And you do?
Edward Cullen: It's not hard to guess.
Edward Cullen: Can you talk about something else? Distract me so i won't turn around.
Isabella Swan: You should put your seat belt on.
Edward Cullen: Haha... you should put your seat belt on!
Isabella Swan: Did you follow me?
Edward Cullen: I... I feel very protective of you.
Isabella Swan: So you followed me.
Edward Cullen: I was trying to keep a distance unless you needed my help and then I heard what those low-lives were thinking.
Isabella Swan: Wait. You say you heard what they were thinking?
Isabella Swan: So what you... you read minds?
Edward Cullen: I can read every mind in this room apart from yours. There's... Money. Sex. Money. Sex. Cat... And then you, nothing. That's very frustrating.
Isabella Swan: Is there something wrong with me?
Edward Cullen: See... I tell you I can read minds and you think there's something wrong with you?
now, it's time for movie mistakes! after reading the list, you may be wanting to watch twilight, or watch it AGAIN just like me :D
1. When Bella makes it to the ballet studio, she enters the building through the front door, which is presumably at street level. When Carlisle, Emmet, Jasper, and Alice show up to rescue her, they are seen jumping from the second floor. Since there is a front door, they should have entered from there, at ground level, and not one floor up.
2. When Bella and Edward talk in the woods, Bella drops her backpack behind a tree. The backpack then moves in front of the tree, and then disappears. It's easy to notice since the backpack is bright red.
3. As Bella and Edward arrive to the baseball field, they pull up in the SUV, then walk along what seems to be a river's edge, with a tall waterfall in the background. You never see the waterfall during the baseball game, and when they leave the field and walk to the SUV, the SUV is parked practically on the field, a few steps away from where they are standing.
4. While getting ready to leave the school for the field trip, you can see the wording on the school bus. It reads'Wilamette Valley," near where the movie was filmed in Oregon, instead of Forks, WA, where the movie is supposed to take place.
5. In the scene where Bella is in the hospital, when the camera is up close to her face, the breathing tubes are right by her eyes, but when the shot is far from her face, the tubes are sitting on her cheeks.
6. While Bella (Kristen Stewart) is in the hospital near the end of the movie, her eyes are green, her natural color, but during the rest of the movie, they are brown.
7. When Bella gets out of the car after Port Angeles she leaves her purse and goes home with her father. When she is at home she then has the book she bought at the store and put in her purse that she left in Edward's car.
8. When Bella enters biology lab and Edward has finally returned, as she walks over to her desk, the large book sitting on the edge repositions itself from sitting horizontally to vertically between shots. are the triviaaa
1. When Bella is looking up the Quileute mythology book she finds a listing for a bookstore in Port Angeles. Under this tab there is a list of other places to get the book, like, including "Little Brown" which is the publishing company for the "Twilight" series.
2. In one scene of the film, when Bella and Charlie are eating at the diner, there is a dark-haired woman in a red sweater sitting at the counter with a laptop, being served her meal by the waitress. The woman being served is the author of the Twilight series, Stephenie Meyer.
3. Bella drops the apple in the cafeteria when she gives her theories on what Edward is. When he catches the apple, after he bounces the apple back up from his foot, the way that his hand catches the apple is the cover of the book.
4. When Bella is invited to the Cullen's house for the first time, she and Edward head for the stairway. Against the wall is a cross lying at an angle. Though they do not discuss it in the film, in the book Edward explains to Bella the history of the cross and how Carlisle acquired it. It's clear that vampires do not fear crosses.

trust me, watch the movie. this is truly one recommended way to spend the end of the year with your friends or your family!

qool quotes from gossip girl :)

owyea, call me a gossip girl freak, but i'm soooo deeply in love with this show. if you still haven't interested yet to get the dvd of season 1, these quotes below may interest you :
Chuck: I love freshmen. They're so...
Isabel: Fresh?
Dan: You'll really go out with some guy you don't know?
Serena: Well, you can't be worse than the guys I do know.
Chuck: This isn't over.
Dan (pointing at Chuck's eye he punched): Any time. That one black eye looks a little lonely.
Rufus: I dated a girl like Serena, once. Actually a lot like Serena. And girls like that might be challenging. That's true. And they're complicated, and enigmatic. And usually worth it. And the only way you know for sure is to jump it with both feet.
Dan: What happened with you?
Rufus: I swam for a while. Till I drowned.
Dan: Oh. Well, thanks dad. That's a great story.
Eleanor: Now, get some sleep. And I will see you in the morning. We're going to the photo shoot together.
(Eleanor tucks in Blair and caresses her hair)
Blair: You haven't done this since I was little.
Eleanor: You haven't been in bed by ten since you were little
Blair: Martini.
Jenny: Oh, no thanks, I don't like Vodka.
Blair: Well thats great, because this is gin, as it should be
Rufus: (answering the phone) This better not be my wife.
Lillian: Rufus! You always answer the phone like that?!
Dan: A ball?
Rufus: Haven't you heard? Your sister's Cinderella.
Dan: And let me guess. Your wicked step-sister is Blair Waldorf.
Gossip Girl: As you might have guessed, Upper East Siders, prohibition never stood a chance against exhibition. It's human nature to be free, and no matter how long you try to be good, you can't keep a bad girl down.
Chuck: (sees Blair coming out of church) Well, this is the last place I'd expect to find you.
Blair: Go away, Chuck! I've been given orders, practically from God himself, to avoid you.
Chuck: Would you consider avoiding me over breakfast?
Blair: If you think about it, it makes total sense that your mom was a groupie. I mean, only a woman that had completely satisfied her sexual appetite in her youth would ever marry your stepdads.
Serena: Blair, can we not talk about my mom's appetite?
Dan: No, or who satisfied her.
Serena: That's just...
Dan, Jenny, Eric, and Serena: Gross!
Dan: So you threatened Lily van der Woodsen with physical violence? Mom, you are a bad-ass.
Alison: Yeah, well, what can I say? I was younger, then...and wearing steeled toed boots.
Blair: Nelly Yuki must be destroyed!
Serena: Why do you keep saying her name?
Blair: Because it's Nelly Yuki!
Dan: Wait, don't you all hate each other?
Blair: Yes.
Nate: Absolutely.
Chuck: No.
Serena: So where's Georgina?
Chuck: You're out of luck, she just left.
Serena: Where's Dan?
Chuck: I'm out of luck, he's still around.
Blair: Hello?
Nate: Hey, I only have a second. I'm on my way to Queens.
Blair: Gross. Why?
Nate: To meet Vanessa at a concert.
Blair: It got grosser.
Gossip Girl: Spotted, B. and C. reunited to defend S.'s honor. With friends like these, who needs armies?
fun. romance. philosophies. you can get them all in this drama. isnt it great? just go watch it then!
i guess those are all my fav quotes from the first season, since i havent watched all the episodes from season 2 (it hasnt been finished airing anyway *chuckle*)
i think i'm very interested in quotes nowadays. next time i'll come bringing more quotes - don't worry, not from gossip girl AGAIN until the airing has been finished :))
X.O.X.O, gossip girl

best of the best.... of 2008 :D

hahaha, seems REALLY REALLY REALLY unimportant to write such kinda thing like this,but its ok rite? it seems fun! besides, it's already the last month of the year and i just followed what alpoy did last year... hahah.
arrh enough with the talking. just start.

five words for the tidbits : cant stop till you drop :)) because this snack is just sooo addictive! well, you guys might not know about this snack, cuz actually this snack is only produced in jogjakarta and solo (but hey, you can order it online! just click this is made of glutinous rice flour, sugar, and eggs. seems simple, but if you dont know the composition, you may not be able to make the right taste and texture :)
what i like from roti kecik is it's not too sweet, so you can dip it in chocolate, sweetened condensed milk, jam, or other condiments you like. or you also can eat it without any condiment, you will feel the same great taste but less calorie :) besides, one other thing that i love about this snack is once you chew it, it will melt in your mouth and i really fall for the taste right when it's melted. ummmmm. heaven.

if you are stressed by your job, your assignments, or anything, just stick to this book and you'll erase the stress away. this is the second book of raditya dika that i read after kambingjantan, and it gave me greater laughter. i think his sense of humour becomes sharper book by book, yet it also shows his smartness. way to go, radith! waiting for your movie and your ridiculous expressions! :))
beware : too much laughter will lead you to mental hospital, undoubtedly :D


this is the ONLY track from my whole collection which i havent deleted from my playlist FOR ONE YEAR. hey, this is such a record for me. i'm quite easy to get bored when it comes to music. i always renew my playlist by deleting the old(er) songs and replacing them with new(er) songs, but not for this song. its still there in both my mp3 player and cellphone playlist, and maybe it will still be there until next year. i dont know why i keep listening to this song, maybe it's because of the calming vibe given by the song everytime i listen to it. or maybe because of the amazing voice of michael buble? well, whatever. just listen to the song :)


i call this movie 'the second armageddon'. i mean, i could laugh, cry, and hold my breath at the same time by only watching this movie, just like when i watched armageddon long long time ago. until now, i still laugh everytime i remember the scene where abe and hellboy sang 'can't smile without you' together. so funny! for those who havent watched this movie, hunting the dvd is highly recommended :)


choosing the winner in this category between heroes, gossip girl, hannah montana, and friends is just as hard as choosing the best movie although movie category has more choices than this category. lucky i havent watched desperate housewives yet :)) why do i choose gossip girl although i just started to watch it several days ago? hmmm. first, i havent watched all episodes of friends, so although i found that it's hilariously funny, i still cant pick it as the best. hannah montana? uh-uh, i think it's more suitable for my sister, although i also love watching the show. next reason, gossip girl is more real than heroes. it doesnt mean that i dont like sci-fi, but i think gossip girl has more complicated problems and you can see every daily problems in this drama. friendship, love, scandals, competition, backstabbing friends, problems at school, problems in business... you can see them in daily life, but the writers can write them beautifully so that people dont get bored. besides, watching gossip girl is like watching a runway project. beauuuuuuutiful outfits and gorgeous faces are available for each episode, and they are just really attractive to me, hahaha.


located in cyberjaya, saba' is just a perfect place for dinner for those who love arabian cuisine. i usually drop by every sunday for shisha, its delicious hummus, and calming mint tea pot, and you'll only spend RM 17 for that. wait, it's included RM 10 for shisha and you spend that money for 4! see? or you can try its arabian rice eaten with lamb cooked in delicious spices (daaamn, i forgot the exact name! but you can see the figure in the pic) by paying RM 10 for two, your stomach and your tongue will be so thankful for that! you also can find non-alcoholic beer called barbican here, although i havent tried one. and oooh, dont forget its delicious kebab and its delicious pudding which is perfect for dessert after eating quite heavy meal, since the pudding feels so light on my tongue and stomach. nyuuummm.


until now, i still cant believe that he's dead because of pills. although i heard that he's dead because of joker. yea, he's dead because he wanted to be perfect in being the depressed joker, so he let himself being depressed during acting as joker. after the shooting of the dark knight had been finished, he still felt depressed, so he decided to get some anti-depression pills. unfortunately, he got them too much.... and that's the end of the story. so sad he's dead because of his totality in acting. i always love him since '10 things about you' and 'brokeback mountain'. he really deserves an award. athpugh he's dead, but i think it's still ok, anyone disagrees?


why so special? ok, being a college student is completely different from being an elementary or even high school student, and i had to start this new phase of life far away from my parents. i had to start all over again in a new country, new environment, new friends, new system of education, new in everything. at first, i couldnt believe that i would be able to get through them all by myself, but seeing that i had been through this new life for one year, now i'm optimist that i can go through the next years with bigger support from my fams, my besties, and my new family in malay (kang riza, mba winda, mba evhy... tengsooo guys!).
thassal. CU guys on the next posts!

one more gossip girl lover here :)

ahh well, i might be the one millionth person on earth you know who fall in love with gossip girl :)) but trust me, if you still haven't watched this drama, GO WATCH IT. you can buy the dvds or just download it through bittorrent. this drama is just really worth to make you sit in front of your tv (or laptop like me :D) and spend your time watching the series with a bowl of popcorn. for several first episodes, you may compare it with the o.c. or laguna beach, but this is different. nobody in this series is completely protagonist nor antagonist. even the sweetest character is not as pure as a saint which means they still have their black book, or even the cruelest character can be the nicest person on earth you know.
what i like from gossip girl is, ummm, although it tells about the rich and richess, never ending parties, and all those socialite things, the story seems still down to earth to me. i mean, not all the high-class thingy are always perfect. they might look perfect on the outside, but full of scandals inside. they look very happy outside, but dying inside. i also like the love intrigues in this drama, because that's my opinion about love in real life. no love life is as smooth as silk. there can be on-and-off in a relationship. even the most perfect relationship in this drama can be broken in the end. yeah, although sometimes i'm confused with the love web : nate is with blair, then blair has scandal with chuck who is nate's bestfriend and also in love with her. nate used to be over serena who is blair's bestfriend, but now serena is with dan, who has a childhood love called vanessa, who is later the girlfriend of nate, who is later also has a relationship with jenny, dan's sister. see, complicated but fun! :) you may compare it with dawson's creek until this part, since both of them have the same complicated love web.
well, about my favorite character, hmmm... a bit difficult to choose, but i think i will choose... hmm... jenny. jenny humphrey.

yea, jenny. not nate (although he's as hot as a fresh pie out of the oven) or dan (although he's as sweet as cotton candy). why jenny? hm, well, i just like her character. she loves challenges. she wants to be popular, but it doesnt mean that she will change her personality for the popularity. sometimes she can be mean or tricky, but she's in the phase of learning as a teenager, so i think it's okay. she can change her face to the cruelest mode when she is with the society, but the face turns nice when she's with her family or with the people she likes. well, way to go taylor momsen :)
but you know what, i think i like chuck bass too.

yea i know, he's as wicked as he can be, he's the villain, but sometimes i think he has the reason for being wicked. for example, when he betrayed his bestfriend, nate, because both of them were in love with blair, i think its so normal. you have to fight for your love, right? in this case here, i think the one to be blamed is blair, i mean, why being so greedy? couldnt she just choose?
besides, i think chuck bass is the sexiest from all the guys in the series :)) i just like the way he talks, the way he stares. looks so cruel but hmm yummy, hahaha. uh yeah you know i'm sick :P

till then, you know you love me :))

X.O.X.O, gossip girl


here we are, as i promised (hm, i think i didnt make any promise, did i? :P), i wrote a post about a movie titled DEFINITELY, MAYBE. well, u may have this question pops in your mind : why DEFINITELY, MAYBE? why not JUMPER, since i am very impressed by this movie? hm, well, i have to admit that JUMPER impressed me more than DEFINITELY, MAYBE, but that's it. i mean, that's all i can say from this movie, and i had said all i was going to say in my review on my last post. different from JUMPER, i have more things to write as a post for DEFINITELY, MAYBE. i have favorite quotes, i have post-movie-curiosity which i've never had before... things i couldnt get from JUMPER. as simple as that.
i think i have to start by telling the main story of this movie. AGAIN. ok, DEFINITELY, MAYBE told about a guy, william hayes (stunningly handsome ryan reynolds), who was about to divorce with his wife, sarah. one day, will's daughter, maya (played by the sweet candy sugar pie, abigail breslin), asked how her parents met. instead of telling the story straight to the point, will told maya two other sweethearts he had for his lifetime, put both of them (and her mom) together in the story, and asked maya to guess which one her mom was from the three. sounds interesting, doesnt it. i think this is one extra point from the movie, because this made me keep guessing until the end of the story. i also kept guessing whether will and sarah would be together again or not in the very end. hmm, are these points already enough to make you go out and find the dvd?? :P
ok, stop until this part. go watch the movie. seriously! when you've finished, get back to this blog and read the rest of the post. DON'T go to the next lines if you haven't watched the movie, or you'll regret doing it :P

hi again. since you're reading this part, i can assume that you've finished watching this movie. now i'm going to talk about my post-movie-curiosity and also my favorite lines. well, i have to tell you that this is the only movie that gives me post-movie-curiosity. as you've seen, finally will was back together with april. watching the ending, for me, left big question marks instead of answer for small question marks i had before. do you think that april is the one that will's searching for? from this movie, i could conclude that april is not a kind of girl who believes in marriage. do you think that they are going to be married? if they are, i dont really think that there wont be a second divorce for will since they are like cats and dogs for each other, although i can say that they are equally smart. hhmm, there should be a sequel for this movie, i think :P
whatever, just go to my favorite quotes!
will : "i wanna marry you because you are the person i wanna look at when i wake up in the morning, and the only one i wanna kiss goodnight. because the first time that i saw these hands, i couldnt imagine life without holding them. but mainly, when you love someone as much as i love you, getting married is the only thing left to do. so.... will you.... umm... marry me?" (anj*it, sweet banget sih!)
april : "definitely, maybe."
maya : "i love penguins."
sarah : "me too"
will : "me three"
maya    : "do you know that penguins mate for life, although mr. monell told us that sometimes the husbands and wives of penguins got separated because of their migrain patterns..."
will and sarah, together : "migratory"
maya : "do you know that 35 people try to jump off the brooklyn bridge each year, most because of broken heart?"
will : "....(speechless) i'll keep that in mind"
will : "i kept the book because that's the only thing i had left of you"
alrite, maybe reading these quotes in this post seems like there's nothing special in them, but listening to those lines said by the characters in this movie will give different meanings, trust me. but you guys must agree that the penguin parts are funny, rite? haha.
other chosen movies coming up, so stay tuned! :P

7 days of movies, 7 days of boredom-free mornings :)

heyyaaaaa pals,
really sad to know that my friends in indonesia and my fams dont have the same holiday time with me everytime i come back :( but it's totally fine. i only feel bored and lonely in the mornings, and all of those feelings are gone when afternoons start since my sis is back from school, then my besties come back from tiring lectures, and after that my parents are home :)
soooooo in order to throw the boredom away from my mornings, i decided to rent some dvds from a rental near my house, ha-ha-ha-ha, sounds like a very genious idea rite, so lame i didnt do that earlier :D
since i'm not a big fan of theaters (because i am one of a few people who hates being in a dark theatre. i still can get the idea of the movie without having to be in the dark and spending more money! but its still ok if you guys wanna ask me to do so, i'm such a getting-along person :D) i rented seven movies and you guys might had watched some of it long long time ago and now may have a thought of "what?-you-haven't-watched-this-movie??-where-have-you-been-dudette?" passed your mind. its ok, i spent too much time staying in my college i guess, hhaha. now i wanna give some reviews from MY side of view. hey, i think its ok, its MY OWN blog, i can write ANYTHING i want, rite? :)
ahh lets just get it started!

well, another fancy-shmancy-musical movie from disney channel. another boring stories about the rich spoiled annoying girls who got the power above the poor, you-me-and-her, being popular, and happiness that comes after sadness. buuuuttt, one thing that makes me always want to watch disney musical movies is they always have stunning soundtracks, and this movie really DOES! the dancing-and-singing thingy in this movie really ROCK, and definitely one good choice if you're bored of listening to the pop music offered by high school musical (although i am not, hahaha) besides, joe jonas looks really DAMN COOL in this movie, hahaha. ahem.

actually the idea is pretty cool, talking about a bridesmaid who deserves a lifetime achievement award in the world of weddings since she had been a bridesmaid in 27 weddings for her entire life :D. unfortunately, the story went like any usual drama and it's so easy peasy to guess the end of the story. but dont worry, our eyes will be refreshed during watching this movie because of the beautiful dresses (trust me, the dresses are just AWESOME, luuuurrrrvvvveee 'em!), beautiful katherine heigl (i cannot believe she's 30 already! she looks like 25 to me. anyone disagrees?), and - of course, dude - james marsden, since he is the creamiest, hahaha. overall, its still worth to watch.

Honestly, at first i wasnt interested at all with this movie, i even underestimated it by thinking that this was such a regular romantic comedy movie and there's nothing special in it. Just because i got bonus of one dvd by renting six dvds, finally i chose this movie to be the bonus. besides, ashton kutcher has been my favorite since like i was in junior high school, so i thought at least i still could have a good eye-refresher (uh damn please, AGAIN :D). and u know what, after watching this movie, i completely changed my mind. this movie is great. altho its not that superb, enough to say that the movie is great. this movie could be veeerrry funny at the beginning, especially the tricks they got and all, and became veeerrry romantic at the final scenes. i totally got stunned by the one and only adorable ashton because of what he did in the very final scene (i ALMOST cried just because of looking at his face in that scene! daaaammmnnn ashton you stole my heart!), and it makes me want a guy who will do the same thing to me, huhuhuhuuuww...

Ummm... good but not that special. impressive but not that magnificent. in conclusion : a thriller which is not that thrilling, because i still put panic room as my standard of thriller (which may be too high :D ). the idea is pretty good : the boredom of a teenage home-prisoner who found it fun to do "spy-ur-neighbor"-ing that led him to danger just because he accidentally found out that one of his neighbors was a serial killer. one thing that impressed me much about this movie is the gadgets, especially the home-prisoner-detector which was used on his ankle, whose lamp will stay green when the prisoner is at home. when the prisoner is out of the houseyard, the lamp will be turned to red and the police will be alarmed at the same time. cool! havent seen any of them in indonesia nor malaysia :P

ok, i have to admit that before watching this movie, i expected too much and underestimated it at the same time. well, i had high expectation for this movie since this is mike myers' and he's well-known for producing good funny movies. at the same time, i underestimated this movie because after seeing the trailer, i was thinking that this movie would end up as a movie with disgusting sexist jokes (come on, it has jessica alba in it!). sooo, after watching the movie, now i can say that i was totally wrong. wrong in both the high expectation and the underestimation. this movie did not end up as a movie with disgusting sexist jokes, altho the main point was about the struggle of guru pitka as a love guru to bring a hockey player named darren roanoke back together with his wife, stephanie, who left him just because of another hockey player who got bigger 'thing' (uh damn, you know what i mean) named "le-coq" grande without having him to have bigger 'thing', hahaha. really, at first i thought those kinda stuff would go disgustingly just like, lets say, superbad. but i was wrong, this movie really made me laugh because of the jokes. and believe me, justin timberlake played really good here as "le-coq" grande. altho i admire him so damn much in the real life, i could hate him so damn much too when i watched him in this movie. it rarely happens to me, because everytime my favorite actor becomes the antagonist one in a movie, i'm still on his side, but not this time. wow. good job then, JT!

i have one word to describe this movie : DAMN! this movie is just DAMN cool, DAMN impressive, DAMN amazing! there is no such bad side or good side in this movie. no antagonist nor protagonist. and the story, uh wow, my heart could not stop beating quickly in those 90 minutes. the ending is unpredictable for me, since both sides (jumpers and paladins) are equally strong. your eyes will also love this movie because the director really knew how to capture all of the cities at their excellent angles, while the special effects used are just breathtaking. i believe that having a story about people who can go anywhere they want in this world in just a blink of an eye (that's why they are called jumpers, they can just 'jump' everywhere they wanna go!) would cost such a bomb, but the dollars spent for this movie were just really worth it. a must-seen movie for those who love sci-fi! for those who fall for full-of-intrict-love-drama, erhm, this movie is definitely not in your rack. ohhh one more, hayden christensen, you ROCK, MAN!! :D

oh gosh, this is such a goooood movie. the story started when maya (played beautifully by abigail breslin) asked her dad, william hayes (the sweetheart ryan reynolds) how he and her mom met. instead of telling her the usual story, will told her his lifetime love story which included three girls and asked his daughter to guess which one her mom was. unlike any usual romantic drama i've ever watched before, this movie has unpredictable ending. the quotes are just so inspiring that i have an idea to put some of them in this blog someday, or even write a post about it. definitely, maybe :P
as you can see, i didnt rent any indonesian movies. not because i dont love local products, i have a lot of them in my harddisk, trust me. i decided not to rent any of it because i can download them from youtube and i think i can download them during my facebook-and-friendster-checking-routine, so i allocate the money for renting more movies that i cannot download from youtube. hmm, maybe i will give some reviews of them in this blog. MAYBE :)
well, i still have one month of holiday to go, gotta rent more dvds then. more reviews coming up, soon! :)

fun fun FUUN! :D

hey and ho for everyone,
puuufffhhh, it's been a very berry long time that i haven't touched this blog, even looked at its contents. ok pals, no worries, i think i enjoy my holiday so much that i forgot about the existency of this blog, hahaha. but dont expect too much, altho the holiday has been going for almost one month, i dont have any magnificent holiday stories to tell except the fact that i TOTALLY ENJOY being surrounded by my bestpals n fammie ^^
like just what i had yesterday, i had A LOT OF FUN doing two hours of karaoke with my besties of all time : tyaz, rija, and alpi. unfortunately, damara cudnt join us because she suddenly had some interviews to do for her assignments (this is one reason why i always hate assignment, eventhough it's not mine :D ), altho we felt like something missing during our karaoke session, we still feel everything's fine because we know that we still have A LOT of time together, five of us, later :)
i forgot the playlist of our karaoke, but i remembered that we sang rihanna - umbrella (altho we found that it was a bit hard to sing the jay-z part :D), jason mraz - i'm yours, andra and the backbone - hitamku, sind3ntosca - kepompong, lily allen - smile, the corrs - breathless, ST12 - puspa, glenn fredly feat audy - terpesona, maroon 5 - this love, maroon 5 - sunday morning, project pop - bukan superstar, di3va - a lotta love, and others. so sad we didnt find hikayat cinta at that time *LOL*
hmm, enough with those talking, just look at the pics and feel the enjoyment :) ooohh one sec, dont blame on me because of giving you all those dark pics, i have used flash on it but it still didnt work, so lame that the room is too dark! hahaha, still, enjoy :) thanks anyway to rija for allowing me to use the camera on her phone, lafyaaaa hunnn :D

last but not least for damara, alpi, tyaz, n rija :
c'mon guys, i still have that one-hour-free-of-karaoke-voucher, i'm waiting for your calls! gyahahaha

pacaran sebelum nikah vs pacaran setelah nikah IN MY OWN OPINION

tanggal 28 kemaren, ada temen gw waktu SMA yang nikah (anaaa, once again congrats yaah, hehehe) dan juga pas tanggal itu juga, gw ngumpul buat buka puasa bareng di midvalley sama erla en dhito, temen2 SMA gw yang juga kuliah disini. waktu itu, erla sampe ngomong berkali2 "wahh temen kita ada yang nikah nih hari ini!" dengan nada engga percaya. ya jelas rada engga percaya lah, she's still 19 years old, for God's sake. gw aja umur segini masih belum beres juga ngurusin diri sendiri, boro2 ngurus suami. hihihi. engga bisa dibandingin kali yaa gw sama ana, kita mah jauuuhhh *malu sendiri.
waktu gw tau ana mau nikah, gw juga kaget pada awalnya, walopun sebenernya sih ini bukan hal baru buat gw. directly setelah lulus kemaren, temen gw, nana diana, juga merit. bisa dibilang, udah jadi rahasia umum kalo ada beberapa ukhti2 (gw bilang disini 'ukhti', bukan 'cewek'. ngerti bedanya kan ya?) alumni SMA  1 yang abis lulus langsung nikah muda. senior2 kita juga banyak yang kayak gitu, pas lulus trus dipinang sama akhi yang selisih umurnya lumayan (sekitar 5-6 tahun lahh) yang udah kerja dan mapan. ehh tapi jangan salah, bukan berarti setelah merit para ukhti itu trus jadi ibu rumah tangga yang kerjaannya bersih2 rumah, ngurus suami dan anak doang ya, mereka tetep ngelanjutin kuliah lho. prestasi mereka bagus malah. emang sih, ada yang bilang kalo merit bisa jadi motivasi hidup kita juga.
nahhh yang mau gw bahas disini...
bagaimana dengan gw?
eiiittss jangan mikir kalo gw mau meratapi kejombloan gw lagi yahh. ahahaha. gw juga tau banyak banget yang udah bosen tiap kali gw ngebahas masalah kejombloan gw. engga kok, tenang aja. kali ini gw mau ngebahas masalah pacaran sebelum dan sesudah nikah. jangan salah lagi, gw engga mungkin ngebahas tentang ini dari sudut pandang agama. gw nyadar kok ilmu agama gw masih cetek banget, huehehe. gw mau ngebahas masalah kebingungan gw dan pendapat gw aja. moga2 engga bikin masalah en ini bukan SARA ya.
para akhi dan ukhti macam ana dan mas taufik (suaminya), nana diana dan suaminya (sori gw lupa namanya, hehehe) itu jelas dua pasang dari sekian banyak yang mengamalkan pacaran setelah nikah. mereka juga bilang kalo pacaran setelah nikah itu seru, asyik, dan yang jelas lebih tenang di hati karena halal (sekadar ngingetin ato sekalian ngasih tau buat yang belom tau, pacaran itu kan sebenernya engga boleh di agama Islam, karena bisa mengundang zina). jadi yaa kayak yang di film ayat-ayat cinta yang bikin banyak orang jadi pengen merit itu, setelah perkenalan alias ta'aruf, paling ngobrol2 aja, trus merit deh.
naahh, buat gw sendiri, gw masih bingung untuk milih pacaran sebelum ato setelah nikah. kalo untuk pacaran setelah nikah, jujur gw ngerasa blom siap untuk itu. kalo kayak ana-mas taufik ato nana diana, jelas mereka siap untuk itu dan bisa dibilang sifat dan kelakuan mereka masuk kategori 'sangat baik' (secara engga ada yang sempurna kan, hehe) jadi kecil kemungkinan buat mereka untuk nemuin ganjalan-ganjalan dalam pernikahan, paling kerikil-kerikil kecil aja yang jelas engga mengganggu pernikahan mereka, secara mereka apa-apanya selalu ngikut anjuran Islam. lahh kalo gw? definitely i still have a long long way road to go kalo gw mau punya sifat dan kelakuan kayak mereka. altho bisa dibilang kelakuan gw engga parah juga, cuma kalo untuk pacaran setelah nikah, kayaknya gw masih belum bisa. gw masih perlu kenal sama calon suami gw, and i think it will take a couple of years for me to know him and make sure that he's the right one for me, yaahh meskipun engga lama2 banget kalii secara bisa2 bonyok gw udah ribut minta cucu ^^. gitu juga sebaliknya, calon suami gw juga jelas kudu ngenalin gw dulu dong sebelum nikah. emang sih, insya Allah pacarannya kita ini engga keluar dari jalur agama, gw sendiri juga masih mikir dosa kali yaa, hhehe. selain itu, takutnya, kalo gw belum begitu kenal sama calon suami gw trus udah keburu merit aja, gw takut pernikahan gw engga bakalan bertahan lama alias berakhir di perceraian gara2 kita belum begitu saling kenal satu sama lain dan istilahnya 'kaget' begitu gw tau ternyata suami gw kok begini, begitu juga suami gw kaget waktu tau gw kok ternyata begitu, jadinya begini-begitu *halahhh*. tapi emang lamanya waktu pacaran kayak gini engga bisa jadi patokan yaa secara ada yang pacarannya ampe bertahun2 trus nikah eh akhirnya cerai juga. tapi engga tau kenapa, apa mungkin karena udah jadi anggapan masyarakat kalo pacaran itu buat mengenal calon pasangan kita sebelum nikah, termasuk ortu gw (mereka juga pacarannya aja lama banget, ampe 6 tahun. heran gw, tahan gitu ya. engga kepengen cepetan nikah atopun engga didesak2 sama eyang gw gitu), jadinya mau engga mau image kayak gitu lah yang tercetak di otak gw.
tapiii, apalagi setelah ngeliat pernikahannya ana en mas taufik, gw juga jadi ngerasa pengen ngerasain pacaran setelah nikah. ya kayak yang udah gw kasi tau di awal tadi, gw juga pengen ngerasain tenang di hati secara kalo pacaran setelah nikah kan udah halal, dah gitu banyak juga yang bilang kita lebih ngerasain indahnya cinta kalo udah nikah. meskipun gw engga pake jilbab dan kelakuan gw kadang masih blangbentong engga karuan, gw juga tetep mau ngikutin anjuran agama gw kali. udah gitu mau 'ngapa-ngapain' juga terserah tanpa takut dosa (hayaaaa, pasti mikirnya udah macem-macem kaaan, hihihi) cuma ya itu, gw ngerasa kayaknya gw belum siap, dan gw tau banget, mutusin untuk pacaran setelah nikah itu perlu kesiapan mental yang luar biasa. perlu kemampuan adaptasi yang luar biasa cepat juga secara kita bakalan hidup bersama orang yang mungkin kita sendiri belum begitu tau sifat dan kebiasaannya gimana. makanya gw salut banget sama mereka2 yang sanggup ngelakuinnya.

hmmmm, ada yang mau ikut nimpalin??

ps: FYI kakak sepupu gw pernah ngeramal gw dan dia yakin banget kalo gw cuma pacaran sekali trus nikah. dan dia udah berkali2 ngeramal selalu tepat. hihihi, percaya engga percayaaaa ^^

yangkung oh yangkung

minal aidin wal faidziiin, maapkeun lahir dan batiiinn....
maap buat blogreaders dan blogwalkers skalian yang kenal sama gw, suka baca tulisan gw, kalo2 gw bikin salah baik secara langsung maupun lewat tulisan di blog, tolong dimaapkan yaahh, hehehe. makacii

hmm sebelumnya gw mau cerita pengalaman lebaran gw di jogja kampung halaman tercinta yang cuma gw datangi selama seminggu *huhuhuuuwww engga cukuuuppp liburnaaa*, jadi maap buat temen2 yang engga sempet dikabari, hehehe.
jadii seperti lebaran2 sebelumnya, tiap hari lebaran pertama, gw sekeluarga alias bokap, nyokap, adek gw, dan - pastinya - gw, selalu silaturahmi ke rumah mertuanya adek nyokap yang pertama ato bisa juga dibilang mertuanya om gw, secara kakek-nenek gw alias ortunya bokap dan yangkung-yangti gw alias ortunya nyokap udah engga ada semua. selain itu, kita juga deket sama mertuanya om gw itu plus keluarganya, jadi kita oke2 aja main ke rumah mereka, yang kebetulan masih di jogja juga, tepatnya di wonosari.
sepulang dari silaturahmi itu, gw ngomong ke bokap gw kalo gw mau ngeliat jalan baru di wonosari yang dikasih nama sama kayak yangkung gw : jalan ir.darmakum darmokusumo. gw kekeuh pokoknya sebelum balik ke malay lagi, gw kudu foto di depan plang jalannya. wakakaka. norak abes.
naahh, berbekal petunjuk ala kadarnya dari om gw ("pokoknya cari bunderan, trus ikut jalan menuju ringroad, terus aja, ntar ketemu perempatan, nahh salah satu jalan di perempatan itu jalan darmakum darmokusumo"), kita sekeluarga pun langsung tancap gas dengan semangat.
sayangnya, sang driver yang terhormat alias bokap gw dengan pedenya ngambil jalan lain. si nyokap yang udah ngebilangin si bokap untuk ngikut aja instruksi dari om gw tetep aja dibales dengan jawaban "udaaaahh tenang ajaaaa, yang penting kan nyampe ringroad"
trusss sampelah kita di ringroad dan si bokap pun mulai ngikutin jalan itu sampe nemu perempatan. naaaahhh sampe disinilah kita mulai bingung. kata om gw sih  jalan darmakum darmokusumo itu ada di perempatan pertama, kok dari empat jalan di sana yang ada plangnya cuma jalan mgr. sugiyo pranoto, tiga jalan lainnya engga ada plangnya. ya udah, kita telpon lah si om tercinta, nanya kalo dari jalan mgr.sugiyo pranoto, jalan darmakum darmokusumo itu sebelah mananya. ehh ternyata om gw jawab kalo pas dia cari jalan itu, dia engga pake ketemu sama jalan mgr. sugiyo pranoto. nah loh. berarti kan dengan kata lain kita nyasar. ya udah berbekal pengetahuan bokap gw yang seadanya tentang daerah wonosari, kita pun menyusuri salah satu jalan di antara perempatan itu, jalan yang belok kiri dari jalan mgr. sugiyo pranoto, trus di jalan itu ketemulah kita sama kantor polisi. akhirnya bokap mutusin untuk mampir ke kantor polisi itu buat silaturahmi sekalian ngasih kue lebaran, trus ngaku kalo bokap gw pernah nyolong mangga di rumah tetangga gw.... YA ENGGAKLAH! bokap gw nanya ke bapak polisi di sana, jalan darmakum darmokusumo itu sebenernya di mana.
setelah sekitar lima belas menitan nunggu di dalem mobil sambil ngemil kue lapis surabaya yang dikasih sama tante gw (no wonder gw jadi lebih gendut setelah lebaran, dikasih kue sana-sini sih, huihihi) bareng nyokap en adek, bokap gw masuk lagi ke dalem mobil sambil senyum sumringah, "kita udah deket kok! tinggal ikutin jalan ini aja, trus nanti di ujung jalan ini keliatan" kata bokap gw dengan optimisnya. ya udah, kita pun ngikutin anjuran pak polisi. ternyata oh ternyata, jalan yang kita susurin sedari tadi ini panjaaaaaang banget, sampe akhirnya kita sampai di perempatan. huaaa langsung seneng kita. kita optimis banget pasti jalan darmakum darmokusumo itu di perempatan ini, bukan perempatan yang tadi.
sayangnya, perkiraan kita semua salah. ga ada satupun dari empat jalan itu yang berplang jalan darmakum darmokusumo. mulailah si bokap gambling lagi. dari jalan yang panjaaaaaaang tadi, kita belok kanan, trus kita nemu kantor dinas-something gitu, gw sendiri engga begitu merhatiin karena gw udah kebelet pipis akut. akhirnya bokap gw mutusin untuk berhenti di sana, nanya jalan ke orang yang jaga di sana skalian gw numpang pipis. pas gw selesai pipis, gw balik ke mobil dan disambut senyum lebar bokap gw yang terus bilang "ternyata jalan darmakum darmokusumo itu di perempatan tadi, put! dari sini trus belok kiri!" yawda, setelah berdoa moga2 instruksi kali ini engga salah lagi, kita pun tancap gas.
tepat di perempatan, kita berempat bingung lagi. katanya belok kiri, mana? kok ga ada plang jalannya? jadilah bokap gw turun dari mobil dan tanya ke penjual mi di sana. setelah agak lama nanyanya, bokap gw balik lagi ke mobil. kali ini engga sambil senyum, tapi sambil ketawa.
"kok ketawa2 kenapa pah?" adek gw bingung.
"ternyata ini emang jalan darmakum darmokusumo, cuma jalan ini belum dibikinin plang, baru diresmiin aja." jawab si bokap sambil cengar-cengir.
adek gw langsung ber-"owalaaaaahhh" sementara gw udah mau pingsan. gile aja luuuu, udah muter2 sampe hampir satu setengah jam begini, gw ga dapet foto cengiran gw di depan jalan darmakum darmokusumo??? wahh engga bener ini, ENGGA BENER!!huhuhuhu
akhirnya karena kasian sama gw, bokap gw ngasih inisiatif "coba kita susurin jalan ini aja, siapa tau di ujung jalan satunya udah ada plangnya"
ya udah, dengan hati yang masih maknyus sebel dengan departemen perhubungan yang pelit banget belum juga kasih plang di jalan darmakum darmokusumo, gw ngangguk aja dengan tawaran dari bokap gw. sampe di ujung jalan satunya, ternyata masih belum ada plangnya juga.
gw pun ngomel2 "padahal jalan mgr. sugiyo pranoto situ aja udah dikasih plang lho! mosok jalan darmakum darmokusumo belum, sama-sama jalan baru ini!"
si bokap langsung nanya "hah? sugiyo pranoto situ mana?"
dengan nyantai gw langsung jawab "tuh, belok kanan kan jalan mgr. sugiyo pranoto."
si bokap langsung shock, "HAH????"
gw juga langsung nyadar "wehh, iya ya...."
si ucrit adek gw ikut nimpalin "ya ampun..."
sementara nyokap gw yang ketiduran selama perjalanan kita tadi langsung bangun trus nimpalin "hah? hah? kenapa?" (adek gw en gw : GUBRAK!)

pantesan pas gw nyusurin jalan darmakum darmokusumo buat ke ujung jalan satunya untuk nyari plang itu, dalem hati gw ngebatin, kok jalannya panjang banget ya... kayak jalan yang tadi... ehhh ternyata ini emang jalan yang sama dengan yang kita susurin waktu tadi nemu kantor polisi... dan dudulnya, pas kita nyusurin jalan itu untuk kedua kalinya untuk nyari plang, ga ada satupun dari kita yang nyadar kalo kita ngelewatin kantor polisi yang tadi, secara kita semua konsen untuk nyari plang jalan dan si bokap udah ngebut ala too fast too furious : wonosari drift.

huhuhu, yangkuuung yangkung
nasip nasip, sekalinya nama dijadiin nama jalan kok ya ndak ada plangnyah!
*langsung baca al-fatihah buat almarhum

ps : kita sekeluarga baru nyadar pas udah nyampe rumah, kalo dalam instruksi om gw engga ada kata2 "ntar disitu ada PLANG JALAN TULISANNYA JALAN DARMAKUM DARMOKUSUMO." dia cuma bilang kalo "nahh, itu jalan darmakum darmokusumo". iya kan??? hahahhaa. paraaahhh parahh.

k17 tercintaaahh

perkenalkan. ini bus k17 (tapi yang di foto ini versi yang coaster, versi mininya... kalo yg versi gede ada lagi, cuma engga kefoto aja). bus inilah yang setiap hari nganterin gw bolak-balik college-kampus yang mungkin bisa beberapa kali dalam sehari. berkat bus ini jugalah gw bisa nyampe ke kampus dalam waktu 10-15 menit. bandingkan dengan waktu yang gw perlukan kalo gw jalan kaki yaitu sekitar sejam, itupun hasil akhirnya gw pasti udah ngos-ngosan ala guguk plus mau semaput gara2 jalannya naik-turun berbukit-bukit.
kalo di dalem bus ini, gw paling suka duduk di bagian kiri bus, di seat yang dekat jendela. kenapa begitu? pertama, gw suka banget ngeliat jalan. apalagi persiaran mardi-upm, jalur utamanya buat k17 lewat, itu sekelilingnya ijo-ijooooooo semua, yang meskipun gw lewatin tiap hari beberapa kali sehari tetep aja engga bosen ngelihatnya. kedua, di mana2 pintu bus itu kan pasti di sebelah kiri, otomatis halte bus itu selalu di kiri jalan, iya gak?? nahh, dengan duduk di bagian kiri bus dan dekat sama jendela, otomatis gw bisa dengan leluasa mngedarkan pandangan ke halte-halte bus di dalam kampus gw dan mengaktifkan radar gw, siapa tau ada yang 'lucu', gyahahaha *teteuuuppp
yang gw suka dari bus ini, umm.. yang jelas busnya nyaman. secara kalo di indo bus ini udah setaraf bus pariwisata. sayangnya, yang gw engga suka dari bus ini, intensitasnya buat keliling kampus-college itu ga sesering bus college lain. kayak misalnya bus college 2 dan sekitarnya, biasanya muter tiap 10 menit sekali. bandingin aja sama k17 yang muternya setengah jam sekali. tapi kalo mnurut gw wajar sih, secara college gw ini letaknya paling jauh dari main campus. sekali jalan aja ngabisin waktu 10-15 menit, udah gitu bus berikutnya baru berangkat kalo bus yang berangkat lebih dulu tadi udah pulang. jadi kalo diitung2 ya siklusnya tiap setengah jam sekali kan. apalagi college gw ini mostly dihuni sama anak2 medic faculty yang notabene fakultasnya tinggal ngesot doang dari college jadi engga perlu pake bus, international students yang rata2 punya kendaraan sendiri(kecuali gw dan segelintir intl students lainnya, huhuw), sama anak2 veterinary. jadi bisa disimpulkan kalo k17 ini muterin main campus hanya dalam rangka mengantarkan anak2 veterinary sekaligus segelintir students yang engga punya kendaraan sendiri itu. mana di deket college gw ini dibangun veterinary faculty yang baru lagi, makin jarang aja deh bus k17 muter entar. gw berdoanya moga2 itu faculty baru selesai dibangun pas gw udah lulus aja. wakakaka
udah hampir dua semester gw dianterin terus sama ini bus, pasti udah banyak dong cerita yang gw alamin di dalamnya dan kali ini gw mau cerita beberapa.
yang paling pertama banget jelas waktu jaman2nya NISWP, secara acaranya kan di faculty of modern language, padahal k17 engga lewat situ, ehhh untung banget sopirnya baek, gw dianterin sampe persis di depan faculty-nya, huaa jadi terharuuu, halah halah
trus yang kedua waktu kira2 baru tiga kali apa ya gw naik bus k17... waktu itu kan natal, jelas kita-kita pada libur dong, jadi tanggal 24-nya mba winda nginep di k17 soalnya tanggal 25-nya gw sama dia berencana pengen maen ke midvalley *yang akhirnya ketemu sama mas riza di jalan trus beli setrikaan ituuh, ahaha* truusss kan gw baru balik ke kampus UPM sekitar jam 8an gitu, naah jadilah gw sama mba winda nungguin bus k17 di haltenya. waktu itu kan gw belum begitu tau kalo k17 itu emang jarang lewat. jadi gw langsung panik pas waktu menunjukkan pukul setengah sepuluh sementara bus k12, k2 dan lain2 sudah sering2nya berseliweran tapi gak keliatan satupun ada k17 di antara mereka. gw udah sampe berencana buat jalan kaki ke college tuh malam2 gitu saking takutnya engga bisa pulang... untung mba winda bilang untuk nunggu aja dulu, ehh ternyata bener. jam 9.45-an gitu k17 dateng. huhuw untung gw belom jadi jalan. kalo udah bisa2 jadi talas bogor duluan deh ini kaki, secara di midvalley juga udah keliling kemana-mana, gyahaha.
truss, umm... ini baru aja nih kejadiannya... tadi kan gw baru aja selesai test food processing, trus pas gw selesai ujian, seperti biasa gw nungguin bus di halte. pas busnya dateng kan gw masuk ke dalemnya *ya iyalahh, makin ga jelash aja ini post hahaha* diikuti segerombolan orang. nahh, salah satu orang dari gerombolan ini duduk di sebelah gw, trus tiba2 memulai pembicaraan, "so, how was the test?" hmm... awalnya gw rada kaget aja, secara gw jelas2 ga kenal ini orang dan gw yakin banget ni orang bukan classmate gw. tapi gw jawab aja, mungkin ini orang lagi pengen cari temen baru kan "ummm... so-so..." trus dia ngebales lagi "ya , i also think like that too. but you know what, bla blabla... " dia mulai nyerocos panjang lebar tentang testnya itu. gw cuma dieeeemm aja ngedengerin dia cerita kalo testnya tadi itu bagian true and false-nya rada membingungkan, tapi bagian essaynya enak, dan sebagainya, sampe akhirnya dia selesai cerita, trus gw bilang "oh okay... so, what subject that was tested actually?" gantian dia yang kaget sekarang, trus dia ngomong "MGM 2111... doyou take that subject?" gw langsung senyum-senyum "i took that subject last semester" nahh mukanya keliatan lebih kaget lagi. trus dia ngomong lagi "are you a veterinary student?" ya gw jawab aja lah "no, i'm taking food science" dueeeng langsung keliatan banget kalo mukanya merah, gw yakin pasti dia malu deh, huehehe. jadi engga enak gw. "oh, sorry..." udah, cuma itu aja yang dia bilang, trus abis itu dia ga ngomong sepatah katapun. berbanding terbalik banget sama waktu dia nyerocos panjang lebar tadi, huahahaha. tapi gw sempet bingung. kok bisa ya dia engga ngenalin temen sekelasnya. akhirnya gw iseng ngelirik matric cardnya, ohh ternyata anak baru *soalnya mulai tahun ini desain matric cardnya beda dari tahun-tahun sebelumnya, jadi gampang banget mendeteksi anak baru, gyahahaha* mungkin dia belum begitu inget temen2 sekelasnya kali, hehhee.
truss, di bus ini juga gw curhat pertama kali sama orang tentang patah hatinya gw yang pertama kali di sini. jadi ceritanya, waktu itu gw baru tau kalo gebetan gw ternyata dah jadian sama cewek lain, dah gitu itu orang dengan enaknya ngomong terang2an lagi ke gw kalo dia dah jadian sama tuh cewek, mungkin dia udah tau kali ya kalo gw suka sama dia, jadi dia pengen cepet2 kasi tau ini biar gw ngejauhin dia, gyahhaha. dan kejadiannya itu persis sebelum gw balik ke college, jadi pas banget waktu gw masuk ke dalem bus, ehhh ada deny. ya udah langsung aja gw cerita sama tuh orang, secara waktu itu gw udah ngebet banget pengen curhat sama seseorang. sayangnya gw curhat sama orang yang salah, soalnya abis gw selesai curhat, bukannya dia bilang "sabar ya bum" ato kasih nasehat kek ato apalah, ehh dia malah ngomong "wahh.. bumbum udah gede ya..." dasaaaarrr pengen  banget gw cekek! uchaaaa cowok lo minta digampar niih, huh! *piss den, gyahahaha
hehehe, so far sih kenangan yg gw inget baru ini sih... ntar kalo gw udah inget lagi gw nambah lagi ya...

puasa pertama sendiri, huhuhuuw

assalamualaikum wr. wb. *ciehh mentang2 puasa trus ujug2 assalamualaikum
wahh udah sepuluh hari pertama puasa ya... which means kita udah sepertiga jalan... masih dua pertiga lagi, semangaaatttt *pake ikat kepala*
oyah, bulan puasa kali ini lumayan beda buat gw, secara ini bulan puasa yang pertama gw laluin di negeri orang, sendirian tanpa keluarga lagi.. *hikshiks, sroooott...*
kebetulan pas hari pertama puasa, secara libur, gw puasa di rumah kak baby. masih enak ya, secara ada yang bangunin dan kita makan masakan rumah. tapi tetep aja waktu itu gw ngerasa takut, soalnya waktu hari pertama sahur itu kan gw udah ngeset alarm untuk bangun jam 4 *imsak disini jam 5.42* tapi gw engga kebangun, sampe akhirnya gw dibangunin sama kak baby... waduh, gw udah kepikiran aja, besok kalo gw balik ke college gw bisa bangun sendiri engga ya... mana kafetaria college kan tutup jam 4 pagi *which is mending banget, soalnya kalo kayak kafetaria college 12,14,15,16 gitu tutupnya jam 11* jadi gw harus beli makanan duluan trus baru dimakan jam 4.30 gitu. rencananya gw beli makan jam 3, trus nyampe rumah tidur lagi, trus ntar bangun jam 4.30 buat sahur. nahh, bangun dua kali gitu, apa bisa gw?? makanya, waktu gw balik lagi ke college, gw langsung ambil precaution steps *bujuuug, emang praktikum, wkwkwk* jadii, gw minta tolong kak huda buat ketok2 pintu kamar gw pas dia bangun sahur. gw juga minta tolong bokap-nyokap gw untuk telpon gw setidaknya untuk seminggu pertama. masih belum cukup, gw set alarm gw sampe 4 kali setiap sepuluh menit dari jam 4.30. huehehe, kalo gw masih ga bangun juga, kebangetan kali ya...
dan alhamdulillah sejauh ini semuanya lancar dan berjalan sesuai rencana. gw bangun jam 3, beli makan, tidur lagi, trus jam 4.30 bangun lagi, makan... udah dua hari ini juga bonyok gw udah engga nelpon gw lagi, buat ngetes anaknya bisa bangun sendiri apa engga, huehehe... ohya, selama gw di college, gw selalu beli nasi goreng buat sahur gw... bukannya gw ga pernah beli nasi berlauk, waktu hari kedua sahur, gw malah beli nasi pake ayam ama tumis toge gitu, cuma pas gw bangun untuk sahurnya, gw kok jadi rada ga enak gitu buat makannya, engga minat aja... akhirnya mulai hari berikutnya sampe sekarang gw beli nasi goreng mulu deh. untungnya nasi goreng di sini rasanya macem2 dan kumplit (udah ada sayur plus daging juga), jadinya gw juga engga gampang bosen.
kalo pas ngejalanin puasanya, hmm... ini yang rada aneh... biasanya kalo cuaca dingin, kita gampang ngerasa laper, kalo cuaca panas, kita gampang ngerasa aus.. nah gw engga gitu, kebetulan akhir2 ini di sini kan udaranya panaaaasss banget, tapi gw engga ngerasa aus lho, malah ngerasanya laper... nah loh...
tapi ngalihin rasa lapernya gampang sih... kalo udah sampe rumah, langsung nyalain internet aja... biasanya sih lupa sama lapernya, tau2 udah buka... kalo engga ya tidur aja... gampang kan, hehehe...
trusss.. selama bulan puasa ini kan pengajian rutin PPI tiap kamis ada buka puasa dan tarawih barengnya, sayangnya gw ga bisa dateng buat minggu pertama, soalnya gw mau nyiapin wat ujian, minggu kedua ini juga engga bisa dateng karena besoknya ujian... minggu ketiganya ga tau nih bisa dateng apa engga, moga2 bisa ya... kan lumayan dapet makanan buka gratisan *hloohhh???*
ummm, selama bulan puasa ini gw dapet 2nd tests niy, doain ya moga2 lancar, mana materinya makin ajep-ajep lagi dari yang 1st tests kmaren, huhuhuww...
selamat berpuasaaaa ^^

my dream wedding *mata menerawang*

first of all, meskipun ini udah hari keempat puasa... maap lahir batin yee, moga2 amal ibadah kita2 semua diterima di sisi-Nya, amiiinnn
terus terus, gw kan abis baca blognya farrah nih, trus di sana dia nulis masalah her dream wedding gitu, wuahh gw langsung jadi pengen nulis masalah dream wedding juga, hehehe *meskipun kepedean abis karena calonnya aja blom ada, wakakaka*
hmm, oke... yang jelas setelah nonton claudia/jasmine, gw jadi pengen punya wedding kayak punya temennya jasmine, si bencong *itu loh, si rieke amalia*, kecuali bagian gereja dan gaun nikahannya lho ya... gini-gini gw masih cinta sama kebaya dan tetep mau akad nikah di masjid, hehehe.
maksud gw, gw pengen nikahan yang simpel, ga banyak tamu, tapi tetep aja secara ini once in a lifetime *amiiiinn* tetep harus bisa memorable dan seindah mungkin. nah loh bingung kan, hehehe.
*mari berandai-andai*
oke deh, lebih spesifiknya, gue kepengen pesta gw diadain di resort di daerah kaliurang, secara resort-resort di sana cantik-cantik banget... kalo bisa sih di pinggir kolam renangnya, jadi kayak di film claudia/jasmine itu... trus gw pingin ada sunflowers buat dekorasinya, secara sunflowers itu bunga favorit gw dan warnanya kan cerah banget, trus baru deh warna dekor yang lainnya disesuaiin sama sunflower itu... trus juga harus ada warna biru langit di dekorasinya, secara gue cinta banget sama biru langit, hehehe.
trus umm... gw pengen pake kebaya yang super nyaman dan simpel, biar gw bisa mondar-mandir jejingkrakan *lohh, kok jejingkrakan* sana-sini, secara gw pengen nyamperin tamu-tamu gw dan cekakak-cekikik sama mereka
nahh karena itu, gw cuma pengen orang-orang terdekat gw aja yang dateng... kan ga lucu kalo hari berikutnya gw tepar alias tewas terkapar gara-gara sibuk nyamperin seribu orang tamu, wkwkwk. yang gw rada sayangkan sih kayak tradisi ortu yang suka ngundang temen-temennya yang gw aja ga kenal sama sekali, hehehe. tapi kok kesannya egoistic banget yahh kalo misalnya ortu ga boleh ngundang temen-temennya, hehehe.
trusss, masalah makanan... hmmm gw pengen makanannya bukan sistem prasmanan tapi gubukan smua... abis kalo prasmanan kan standar, paling nasi plus lauk-pauk... kalo gubukan kan makanannya beda aja gitu, hehehe. jangan lupa snacksnya. kudu ada makanan kecil macam bitterbalen, kue lumpur dan kawan-kawannya. kan seru tuh kalo ngbrol sambil sesekali nyomot bakwan, hehehe.
dan lastly but the most important thing of all...

gw pengen wedding gw itu 100% pake duit gw n calon suami gw sendiri... which means ga ada campur tangan ortu sama sekali.. karena ortu gw udah ngabisin duit banyak banget buat gw seumur idup gw, termasuk nyekolahin gw di sini... makanya jangan sampe ortu gw kudu ngluarin duit juga buat nikahan anaknya... gw juga maunya ortu gw udah tinggal duduk kipas-kipas aja, ga ikut repot sama nikahan gw... ya kalo kasih saran ini-itu jelas boleh lahh, tapi mereka engga boleh ikut capek juga...

makanya, inilah alasan kenapa gw baru mau nikah kalo gw udah mapan, hehehe.
doakan yuuu moga2 bisa kecapai dee impian gw, amiiinn ^^

stupid cupid, stop picking on US :))

*ngakak dulu ah*
ceritanya, tadi kan gw lagi shisha sama kakak gw sama suaminya di saba', salah satu restoran makanan arab gitu di daerah cyberjaya. berhubung di sana ada wifi, ya gw sekalian aja dong bawa laptop gw terus internetan disana. ehh waktu gw aktifin yahoo messenger gw, gw ngeliat mba evhy n mba winda aktif dan status mereka itu dua-duanya nyalahin cupid. trus, karena gw mikir pasti lebih seru kalo ngobrol aja bertiga, ya udah gw invite aja mereka buat conference. dan inilah cuplikan conference kita tadi, yang setelah gw baca ulang teernyata kejam juga, wakaka... dasar mau puasa malah puas-puasin bikin dosa :))
adyati putri has joined the conference.

winda d'Queen has joined the conference.

eVhy: apaan2 neyyyy
eVhy: kok conference
adyati putri: mbak
adyati putri: serius dah jadian??
adyati putri: jangan2 mba winda ngeboongin aku doang nih
eVhy: emberrrrrrrrrrrrrr
eVhy: akuw dah jadian mpuuuuuuuuuupppp
eVhy: lg dmanaaa????
adyati putri: lahh aku bingung nih mbak
adyati putri: kok mau2nya dirimu jadian sama psikopat lagi???
adyati putri: ni lagi shisha sama mbakku
eVhy: weks
winda d'Queen: ehhh jangan semarangan luu pupcheee
eVhy: abegeeeeeeee sishaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
winda d'Queen: gw lg esmoshiii
eVhy: weks.esmoshiii kenapaa tuuuhhhhh
eVhy: lg feeling blueee yee??
adyati putri: loh loh ini juga knapa ini mba winda
adyati putri: heh mba evhy, shisha gak dosa tauk
winda d'Queen: iye
eVhy: aiih mpuppp kudu ati2 mpuuuppp
eVhy: mbak winda lg sensiiiii
eVhy: byk mslh tuuh
adyati putri: knapa mba wind?
eVhy: kulkas yg ancur
eVhy: kata2 halus nan menusuk dr c**l
eVhy: woooppzzz...keceplosan
eVhy: pokokna kita lg menyalahkan sicupido bodoooh
adyati putri: lohh mba bukannya kulkasnya dah diberesin mas riza?
adyati putri: trus emang si c**l ngomong apa?
eVhy: dasyar mpup
adyati putri:
adyati putri: mba winda nehh diem ajahhh
adyati putri: mba evhy juga tuhh, emang kapan jadiannya???
adyati putri: the big quest is : KOK BISA??
winda d'Queen:
adyati putri: yehh melet doang
winda d'Queen: bentarrr
eVhy: apanyaa yg kok bisa????
eVhy: akuw tertipuuuuuuuuwwwwwwwwwww
eVhy: mikirku dia dewasa ternyata emang iyaaaa :))
eVhy: ternyata
adyati putri: kapan mba jadiannya?
eVhy: kagak make jdan
eVhy: lgsg pacaran ajah
eVhy: baca blog makanyaaaaaaaaaa
eVhy: update dounk
adyati putri: iye iyee
eVhy: iyee iyee kenape???
winda d'Queen: heh
adyati putri: iye cek blog
winda d'Queen: gw abis ditilpun mertueng
eVhy: wakakakkakakakakkk
eVhy: aiiihhh..kenapa mak?
winda d'Queen: kaga mungkin gw nyambi ceting ma lu pade
adyati putri:
adyati putri: trus trus
eVhy: dah menuntut??
adyati putri: apa crita si mertua
eVhy: iyah
winda d'Queen: mana gw lagi mikirin kemungkinan ninggalon anaknya
eVhy: hatiii hatiiii
winda d'Queen: iya..
eVhy: iblis buuw dtg
eVhy: akang rizaaaaaa
winda d'Queen: minta aku hamil abis lebaran
winda d'Queen: heh?
eVhy: udah kudugaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
eVhy: pasti minta jr/anak
winda d'Queen: makenye
adyati putri: oooohhh
winda d'Queen: pan daku mo cere
eVhy: waakakakakkakkakkk
adyati putri: yaudah kasih aja mba
eVhy: kagak usah cere mbak
winda d'Queen: wah kalo itu bapak ol
winda d'Queen: bisa berabe
eVhy: kasi ank biar wasiat dapat byk
eVhy: iye
winda d'Queen: kasi aja ap?
eVhy: udah ol tuh
winda d'Queen: surat cere?/
eVhy: eh statuuus kitaaaaaaaaaaaa
winda d'Queen: selingkuh aja ya/
winda d'Queen: tar bapak anakku kaga jelashhh
winda d'Queen: pupche mana ni?
eVhy: mudah2an ajah campuran gen 2'2na
winda d'Queen: kaga tanggungjawab yang ngundang confe
eVhy: plg2 invite akang mbak
eVhy: taruhan nyoook
adyati putri: mana gimanahh
eVhy: manusia itu mah emg kayak gitchuuu
adyati putri: ehh gak aku gak invite akang kok
winda d'Queen: sok tau luwwhhh
winda d'Queen: wink wink
adyati putri: ini lagi selingkuh2
eVhy: biasanya
adyati putri: aneh2 ajah
eVhy: laaah
eVhy: ajg salahin mbak winda mpup
eVhy: salahin cupid yg memanah
winda d'Queen: iyah
winda d'Queen: cupid butaaa
winda d'Queen: pasti amatiran
winda d'Queen: klo olimpiade paling juga dpt bronze
adyati putri: iya yah
winda d'Queen: loh?
adyati putri: aku jg lagi antipati ama cupid
adyati putri: lohh lohh kok jadi olimpiade
winda d'Queen: lu jangan ikut2an anak kechiiilll
adyati putri: olimpiade kan udah  selese *Lohhh??*
winda d'Queen: yang menang sapa ya?
winda d'Queen: loh??
eVhy: pada gila semua yah
eVhy: abege
winda d'Queen: iyaaahh
eVhy: cupido berbuat apa padamu?
winda d'Queen: cupid sinting
eVhy: cupid mah emg bego
winda d'Queen: kaga ngirim2 co ke dia
winda d'Queen: gw mo ngracunin c**l
winda d'Queen: ada yang punya ide/
winda d'Queen: apa ngracun u** ja?
winda d'Queen:
eVhy: ngracun u** ajah
eVhy: kalo c**l mah dsantet ajah mbak
adyati putri: ngracun c**l ajahh
eVhy: eh bsok puasa malah niat dosa
adyati putri: u** kasiaaann
winda d'Queen: yaaahhh
adyati putri: apa? ama aku?
adyati putri: bete ama cupid
eVhy: iye kenape?
winda d'Queen: kalo satu diracun satu disantet gw ga dpt apa2
eVhy: lo jd sasaran tembak mulu yah?
eVhy: tapi kagaknemu cow?
adyati putri: karena akhir2 ni saban naksir cowok cupid ga memanahkan panahnya jadi tu cowok malah nganggep gw adek
eVhy: eh conversation nista ini aku masukin blog yah
winda d'Queen: heiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
winda d'Queen: jangan coba2 luwww yahh
adyati putri: wakaka masukin ajhhh
adyati putri: aku jg ada rencana masukin ke blog
winda d'Queen: gw nulis nama orang tuuuuwwww
winda d'Queen: bisa ditalak sejuta gwww
adyati putri: judulnya "para pembenci cupid"
winda d'Queen: setchheee dahhh lu padeeeee
winda d'Queen:
adyati putri: lahh tadi katanya mau cerai, malah lebih gampang kan
winda d'Queen: lu kalo saat2 genting mang lebih brilian ya pup?
winda d'Queen:
winda d'Queen: edan
adyati putri: ohh embeeerr
adyati putri: baru tau ya??
adyati putri: jarak edan sama kreatif kan tipis mba
eVhy: iyee udah gw copy paste ney tinggal masukin blog ajah
eVhy: judulnya stupid cupid
eVhy: atau korban cupid
winda d'Queen: bagian nama dibintangin donkkkk
eVhy: kagaak maaaauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
eVhy: wkakakakakakakak
eVhy: nama c**l?
eVhy: atau u**?
winda d'Queen: u** aja
adyati putri: wahh kalo nama dibintangin repot jeng
winda d'Queen: ma mertua
adyati putri: kelamaaaaann
eVhy: wakakakkkakkakakakakakakk
winda d'Queen: kalo repot jangan lu posting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
eVhy: justru mertuanya kagak mau gw bintangin
winda d'Queen: setche!
eVhy: eh abege mandenggg?
eVhy: saya mau rilis this confe tonite
eVhy: kita liat bsok siapa yg dtalak
winda d'Queen: rilis dahhh
winda d'Queen: setcheee
winda d'Queen: gw alihin perhatian uda dari fs seminggu ini
eVhy: wakakakakakkakakakaakk
eVhy: dia mah jrg masuk keblogku mbak
eVhy: tp akan kuinvite
Riza Wirawan has joined the conference.
eVhy: wadooowww
Riza Wirawan:

winda d'Queen: biar kubikin kasus yang banyak
eVhy: senyum cengir kang riza
* conference edan ini ditutup dengan dipaksanya gw buat invite kang riza dan hadirnya kang riza dalam percakapan kita

keterangan :
kalo ada beberapa bagian yang kosong, itu berarti isinya smiley. smiley kan engga bisa di-kopas
buat yang baru tau, ceritanya mba evhy baru aja jadian dan mba winda itu udah merit, sementara gw masih jomblo *penting yah, semua juga dah tau kale, wakakaka*
abege, mpup, dan mput adalah panggilan gw *in case ada yang bingung*
yang dibintang-bintangin alias disensor itu, ehm, yang jelas ada hubungannya ama mba winda
oyah, setche itu istilahnya mb winda buat nyebut 'setan'

wakaka, baru ngobrol di conferencenya YM aja udah edun kayak gini, palagi kalo ketemu langsung ya... gawat... padahal dulu kita bertiga sempet berencana buat sewa rumah bareng lho... gila bisa-bisa bukannya gw lulus malah masuk rumah sakit jiwa kalo jadi serumah ama mereka berdua, wkwkwkwk
huaaaa kangen kumpul bareng lagiii... mba evhy cepet baliiiikkk!!!

behind-the-scene dari milis ppi upm

sebenernya gw masih ada utang buat nulis conclusions, precaution steps, sama discussion buat organic chemistry lab report, tapi gak tahaaann buat gak nulis blog, jadiii, lab reportkuuhh, sabarlah menunggu yaa *cupcupmuah
jadi, umm... sebenrnya post ini rada bodoh sih... mmm bukan postnya yang bodoh sebenernya, tapi post ini jadi mengungkap kebodohan saya *tuh kan, dari kalimat ini aja udah kliatan saya memang bomot, bodoh dan lemot ^^
jadi gini... slama ini kan gw jadi anggotanya milis ppi alias persatuan pelajar indonesia-nya upm, jadi yaa kayak milis biasanya lah, gw selalu nerima email yang isinya postingan dari anggota ppi yang ikut milis ini. gw juga sering banget ngecek milis ini, bisa beberapa kali sehari deh pokoknya. nahh, gw kan punya empat email tuh, kebetulan untuk milis ini gw pake yang
nahh, kira2 tiga hari lalu, gw iseng ngebuka inbox mail gw yang, yaitu email yg gw pake buat yahoo messenger sama facebook. dulunya email ini gw pake buat friendster, tapi semenjak gw pindah ke malay n panggilan gw udah bukan boom2 lagi, akhirnya gw bikin email baru buat friendster gw, which is, cuma kalo untuk yahoo messengernya tetep pake yang boom_080489 secara contacts gw udah lumayan banyak untuk nick yang itu, jadi males aja kalo gw ganti nick dan ngeadd contacts gw yang lama satu persatu lagi.
trus, di inbox gw itu, yang berisi hampir 2000 emails saking engga pernah gw cek dan apus, harusnya kan gw cuma nemuin email dari facebook dan spams ga jelas lainnya, ehh kok ternyata ada juga email dari pengurus-ppiupm2008 which is milisnya pengurus ppi upm 2008. FYI, gw emang salah satu pengurusnya, tepatnya member bagian humas, dan gw satu2nya anak undergraduate yg jadi pengurus *bangga, halah!*. nahh, gw bingung, soalnya gw selalu pakai email gw yang setiap kali gw mau gabung milis, misalnya kayak milis teladan07 dan UPMISA. lah kok ini bisa ada milis pengurus ppi upm yang gw aja ngrasa kayaknya nggak pernah subscribe ke situ. usut punya usut, setelah ngobrol-ngobrol sama mba nisa yang juga sesama pengurus ppi upm 2008, ternyata mas riza alias koordinator milis-lah yang invite para pengurus di milis ini. mungkin mas riza invite di ID gw yang ini soalnya kan ID ini yang gw pakai buat yahoo messenger, dan kebetulan dia salah satu orang di contactlist gw, jadi mungkin dia invitenya berdasarkan ID di YM itu aja *bener gak mas? hehehe*
jadii akhirnya mulai tadi siang, gw baca-baca posts yang ga pernah gw baca itu *maap maap buat para pengurus, hehehe*, dari yang paling baru sampe yang udah lama banget, meskipun belum selesai semua. lumayanlah sekalian apus-apus email yang ga penting dan udah kebaca.
nahh setelah baca beberapa post ini lah gw jadi tahu beberapa kejadian 'behind the scene' dari posts yang ada di milis ppi. jadi ibaratnya teater, milis ppi itu stage-nya, milis pengurus ppi itu backstage-nya. gw jadi tau cerita di balik post-post yang diposting di milis ppi yang mengatasnamakan pengurus. misalnya, sebelum ini kan gw mikir kalo ada postingan di milis ppi tentang jadwal dan lokasi pengajian rutin, kan biasanya mas riza tuh yang posting, ya udah gw kira mas riza langsung posting aja gitu. ternyata enggak. sebelum posting itu ternyata ada beberapa kali cek dan ricek tentang lokasi, konsumsi, dan penceramah buat pengajian itu di milis pengurus ppi. kalo misalnya lokasi atau penceramahnya masih belum pasti, mas riza belom berani posting di milis ppi. bayangin, padahal pengajian rutin itu diadakan tiap kamis, jadi tiap minggu pasti mas riza dan pengurus lainnya sibuk cek dan ricek di milis pengurus. belom lagi kalo misalnya International House yang biasa kita pakai buat pengajian itu ternyata dipakai buat acara lain pas hari yang sama dengan pengajian kita, jadi pengurus kudu cari-cari tempat lain buat pengajian. cek dan ricek lagi. beuh, pasti beribet.
itu belom seberapa. misalnya waktu ada upacara bendera di KBRI kemaren ini. biasanya kan UPM mau meminjamkan busnya kalo kita ada acara penting beginian, begitu juga buat organisasi lainnya, tapi memang harus ada yang ngurus dulu tentang bus ini. nah, saking banyaknya yang pengen ikut, bus dari UPM yang biasanya dijatah cuma satu bus aja jadi kudu pinjem dua. nah, kan kudu mikir dan ngurus lagi tuh. hal kayak gini ini juga dibahas di milis pengurus.
lastly, setelah baca posts di milis pengurus ppi, gw jadi nyadar...

gw juga pengurus, tapi selama ini gw ke mana ya???

so... are you sure that you're in LOVE??

kemaren, gw iseng ngeklik salah satu application di frenster *yang kayaknya niru-niru facebook bgd, hehehe* which is satu quiz yang judulnya "are you in love?". jadi ntar setelah ngerjain quiz ini kita tau apakah kita bener2 in love, cuma crushing, ato apalah. gw juga ga begitu tau jenis-jenis resultsnya apa aja.
trusss, ya gw kerjain lah itu quiz. secara gw sekarang juga lagi penasaran sebenernya gw lagi in love apa engga, hehehe.
dan tau gak hasil dari quiz gw apaan?

surprisingly, hasilnya adalah.... *jengjengjeng

you are LONELY

jelas gw hairan lah. Lonely??? Masudnyaa???
akhirnya gw baca penjelasannya. ternyata maksud lonely disini adalah gw (dan orang-orang lain yang hasilnya juga menyatakan kalo kita2 ini lonely) sebenernya cuma KEPENGEN aja punya pacar karena kita pengen ngisi kekosongan dalam hidup kita. jadi belum tentu kita2 ini beneran jatuh cinta sama orang yang kita pengenin untuk jadi pacar kita. bisa aja kita ini cuma KEPENGEN dia ini mengisi kekosongan kita itu.
gw mikir-mikir kan *hey dont worry, altho i think about it, it doesnt mean that i take it seriously, hehehe* terus akhirnya gw bisa ambil kesimpulan...

wahhh, bener juga yak....

cuma mungkin kasus orang-orang 'lonely' ini beda-beda ya... kalo kasus gw, jadi gini.... gw ngerasa gw punya hidup yang ampir perfect. bukannya gw sombong... gw punya keluarga dan besties yang sayang banget sama gw apa adanya. gw bener-bener bisa jadi diri sendiri di depan mereka. gw juga alhamdulillah bisa ngedapetin apa yang bener-bener penting buat gw saat gw perluin meskipun keluarga gw bukan keluarga kaya raya. akademik gw juga bagus2 aja meskipun gw bukan yang nomor satu di kelas. hidup gw juga selama ini lancar-lancar aja dan terasa fun buat gw tanpa gw harus dugem, mabok, ato ngedrugs. gw ngerasa Allah ngelindungin gw disetiap hal yang gw lakuin jadi gw ga pernah bergeser keluar jalur. siapa sih yang engga seneng punya hidup kayak gini?? hidup yang kecukupan gitu, gak lebih tapi juga engga kurang.
tapi memang bener, gw ngerasa ada sesuatu yang kurang dari hidup gw... yup, a boyfriend. hanya karena satu hal kecil inilah gw jadi sering bangt ngerasa desperate. ditambah lagi tiap kali gw naksir cowok, ending-endingnya selalu bertepuk sebelah tangan. gimana gak ngerasa makin desperate aja tuh? hehehe.
setelah gw ngerjain quiz itu, gw mikir, hmmm... mungkin gw emang pengen punya pacar karena gw ngerasa ada yang kurang dalem idup gw itu. gw kepengen idup gw bener-bener sempurna seutuhnya, dan satu-satunya yang terasa kurang dari idup gw kan ya pacar. ini juga bisa jadi penjelasan kenapa meskipun gw ngerasa kosong, gw tetep aja engga bisa having a crush sama sembarang cowok. itu karena gw pengen semuanya perfect, jadi cowok yang jadi gebetan gw pun engga boleh sembarangan. gituu. emang pemikiran yang engga sehat sih, karena biar gimanapun nothing's perfect in this life, except God.
gw ngerasa ngerjain quiz ini ternyata bagus lho. gw jadi nyadar aja masalah hal ini. jadiii, bisa dibilang effect dari ngerjain quiz ini adalah gw jadi gak bakal underestimate lagi sama quiz2 kayak gini, wakakka

satu juga effect yang menurut gue paling signifikan

Gue jadi makin bingung sama definisi cinta dan makin ga percaya sama perasaan gue sendiri T.T

3 cinta dalam 3 fase kehidupan, ceilehhh, bahasa gw najong

ehm ehm
berhubung otak gw lagi mumet2nya belajar statistik, akhirnya gw mutusin untuk refreshing bentar dengan isi blog. tapi gw mikir, isi tentang apa yahh...


*mikir lagi

hm, gini aja... selama ini kan kalo gw nyeritain tentang lovelife gw, ceritanya kan tentang patah hatiiii mulu, lama2 kan bosen tuh, nahh gw pengen cerita yang lain aja. yaa meskipun ending-endingnya tetep aja patah hati, tapi kan kali ini intinya gw pengen flashback aja ke jaman dulu, gyahahaha.
jadi gini... seumur idup gw, 19 taun gw idup di dunia ini, gw merasa dari sekian banyak cowok yang pernah gw kecengin, gw mutusin gw baru ngerasain tiga kali yang namanya jatuh cinta. kenapa mutusin? karena jujur gw gak begitu tau sebenernya definisi jatuh cinta itu apa. perasaan kayak apa yang bisa bikin kita bilang kalo kita itu jatuh cinta. yaaahh secara gw baru 19 taun, belom pernah pacaran lagi. tapi dengan tiga cowok ini lah gw ngerasain sesuatu yang beda dibandingin sama cowok2 lain yang gue kecengin sebelum maupun sesudahnya. dan uniknya, ketiga cowok ini masing-masing ada di tiga fase kehidupan gw, yaitu fase masa SD, masa SMP, plus masa SMA.
cowok pertama, gw bisa bilang dia ini first love gue. karena, jujur, sampe sekarang pun, kalo gw denger, baca, ngomong, even ngetik namanya, gw masih ngrasa gimanaaaaa gitu. namanya ANSORI AHMAD. lahirnya 1 november 1988, anaknya guru agama gw waktu sd. dulu gw jatuh cinta sama dia gara2 gw deket sama dia pas jaman-jaman kelas 6 gitu. jaman itu, gw iseng2 bikin klub detektif, isinya gw sama tujuh anak lain, kerjaannya tiap hari kamis pas jam istirahat mecahin kasus yang ada di cerita detektif di majalah bobo, gyahahhaa. jijay ya kalo diinget2 skarang. klub detektif gw itu isinya empat cewek, empat cowok. sama cowok2 di klub detektif gw, gw deket sama empat-empatnya, dan gak tau mulai kapan gw mulai ngerasa kalo perasaan gw buat si ansori ini mulai beda. dan namanya juga anak SD, ini pertama kali buat gw ngerasa perasaan yang beda kayak gini. gw mulai care sama dia, pas ultah aja gw ngasih dia gantungan kunci FC favorit dia, real madrid *iye gw tau gw kaga modal, namanya juga masi anak kecil, uang jajan terbatas. gw belinya pake uang tabungan gw tuhhh, gyahaha* ehh kok jatuh2nya dia mau2nya jadi pacar gelapnya musuh bebuyutan gw yang udah punya pacar... dongkol gag seh! waktu itu gw sempet nangis. gw mikir, dia itu gimana sih. ada gw yang available juga di sini, yang care sama dia, yang sayang sama dia, kok dia malah jadi pacarnya musuh gw yang padahal juga udah punya pacar. udah gitu musuh gw ini kayaknya juga gak serius gitu sama dia. nah loh. gw mikir2 sambil nangis, sampe akhirnya mulailah tercetak di otak gw kalo dia gak mungkin milih gw karena gw gendut, gak menarik, apalagi cantik. dan itu masih membekas di otak gw sampe sekarang. btw, gw kehilangan jejaknya nih sekarang. makanya gw nulis namanya jelas banget di sini, in case ada yang tau dia di mana, hehehe.
cowok kedua, gw gak bisa bilang namanya. yang jelas dulu gw manggil dia BS, alias blacksweet, gara2 dia item manis, wakakaka *getokin kepala di meja*
dia ini cinta gw pas jaman smp, tepatnya pas gw kelas dua smp. gw kenal dia pertama kali gara2 kita sama2 ikut les fisikanya bu artha di smp gw. awalnya sih gara2 temennya si blacksweet ini ditaksirin sama temen gw yang juga satu les-an sama gw, sebut aja temen gw ini si I. nahh gak tau tuh ada angin apa, tiba-tiba gw ngomong sama I, "ehh temennya gebetan lo lumayan manis juga yah" gobloknya gw, secara si I ini lumayan ember, si I ini bilang sama sobatnya, si F, yang berikutnya suka goda-godain gw gitu sama dia. awalnya sih gw biasa aja sama ni anak, ehh kok lama-lama gw jatuh cinta beneran sama dia. secara si BS ini hobi basket, kan kalo sore suka ada latihan basket gitu, gw sampe rela-relain nonton, padahal jangankan jaman smp, jaman gw sma aja kalo gw pulang sore kudu ada alasan yang jelas buat bokap gw. jadi bisa dibilang lumayan rekor tuh buat gw, nyahahaha. saking gw cintanya sama dia, sampe2 altho besoknya ada ulangan, gw tetep aja nontonin latihan basketnya dia. bisa ditebak, akhirnya ranking gw merosot drastis. dari yang biasanya selalu di tiga besar, langsung merosot ke ranking 12. yahh, jangan ditiru yahh adek-adek, jangan sampe jatuh cinta yang negatif kayak gini *suara langsung sok ngebass*. ehh tapi jangan kira gw hobi nontonin dia gitu trus gw jadi deket gitu ya sama dia. gw itu GAK PERNAH ngobrol sama dia satu katapun. sampe akhirnya gw pertama kalinya ngobrol sama dia, gw sempet salaman sama dia, pas alfia sama anjar, dua sobat deket gw waktu smp, minta dia buat nyelametin gw pas ultah gw *nahh gw udah mulai senyum-senyum gak jelas nih pas ngetiknya* bayangin aja, pas gw dikasi tau sama anjar sama alfia kalo si BS ini mau ketemu sama gw, gw langsung keringet dingin n berasa pengen bolak-balik ke wc, wakakakaka. beneran loh. gw sampe diseret2 segala sama banyak orang saking gak pedenya gw pengen ketemu sama dia. dan, jujur, waktu akhirnya gw berani ketemu dia, dia nyalamin gw dan bilang "selamat ulang tahun ya" gw langsung berasa mau pingsan. wakakaka, beneran. *aduuuhhh makin senyum2 gak jelas gw* in the end? dia malah jadian sama si F, temen gw, hehehe. gw patah hati sih patah hati, tapi gak sampe nangis. gak tau kenapa. padahal gw ngerasa perasaan gw yang paling kuat sama yang satu ini.
cowok ketiga, gw juga gak bisa bilang namanya, secara suka ada anak sma gw yang baca blog gw, hehehe. oke, dia sekelas sama gw, sebut aja dia Z *ini bukan inisialnya lohh, cari aja sampe tua, kaga bakal nemu di kelas gw cowok yang inisialnya Z, orang yng terakhir di kelas gw aja si ridwan. wakakaka*. gw deket sama dia bisa dibilang accidentally. waktu itu, gw naksir sama dNiz... iya dNiz, yang jadi teammate gw waktu bikin film ituh... tapi kan akhirnya si dNiz ini jadian sama winda, nahh akhirnya gw awalnya cari pelarian gitu kan, kok ya nyambungnya sama si Z ini... akhirnya gw jadi deket banget sama dia. gw sering banget sms-an sama dia, padahal isi smsnya aja enggak penting gitu, kayak tebak-tebakan, ato tanya 'lagi ngapain', gitu lah... tapi gw di kelas biasa aja sama dia. yaa jarang ngobrol gitu. naaahh sampe suatu hari ada temen gw yang buka2 inbox sms gw, dia bingung kok isinya smsnya Z semua, trus dia liat2 isinya, kok isi smsnya gak penting gitu, akhirnya temen gw ini mulailah nyebarin gosip kalo gw sama Z ada apa-apa. mulai saat itu, si Z kayak ngejauhin gw. kita mulai jarang sms-an, tapi gw masih nyimpen harapan buat dia. sampe akhirnya, dia jadian sama temen gw, dan baru kali inilah kayaknya gw baru ngerasa yang bener2 patah hati. gw sampe gak minat makan, kerjaan gw nangis aja, sampe2 biasanya sebelom-sebelomnya kan kalo patah hati gw gak pernah sampe curhat ke mama, kali ini gw sampe curhat ke mama sampe nangis2. awalnya gw ngira nyokap gw bakal komentar "ngapain sih kamu put nangisin cowok kayak gitu", ehhh ternyata enggak. nyokap gw bisa ngasih gw nasehat yang wiiiiisssseeee banget, dan setelah denger nasehat nyokap gw itulah gw berasa tenang. tapi tetep aja gw musuhan sama temen gw yang jadian sama Z itu, karena gw masih belom bisa nerima kenyataan. sampe akhirnya kita baikan setelah kita curhat-curhatan sekelas sampe nangis2 di pangandaran, baru mulai saat itu gw bener-bener bisa nerima kenyataan, kalo gw emang gak bisa sama Z dan i have to go back to the real world. gw gak bisa lagi berandai2 kalo aja gw bisa jadian sama dia ato gimana.
trusss, akhir kata *cieh akhir kata*, tiga cowok ini udah putus sama pacarnya masing2 yang gw critain di blog ini. sekarang pacar mereka udah beda lagi *kecuali ansori yang gw gak tau kabar terakhirnya gimana*
tapi sekarang gw bisa bilang kalo gw udah bisa ngelupain perasaan gw buat mereka, soalnya gw pernah baca di blog ini
kalo kita sudah bener-bener ngelupain perasaan kita buat orang yang kita cintai kalo kita bisa menceritakan cerita tentang mereka sambil tersenyum. naahh, gw cerita ini sambil senyum-senyum sendiri, hehehehe. tapi bukan brarti gw udah miring ya bo.
yahh pokoknya gitu lahh, sekadar intermezzo ajalah, hehehe.

kembali ke statistik lagiiii *gubrakgabruk*
PS : tiga cowok ini semuanya enggak cakep lho, hehehe.

one example of BIG RISK for working as a food technologist T.T

jadi ceritanya gini...
tadi kan gw ikut kelas principles of food processing and preservations, trus tadi gw diterangin tentang pasteurization.... nah, gw baru tau loh kalo ternyata pasteurization itu nggak membunuh semua microbes, ternyata cuma bisa membunuh microbes yang vegetative form aja... jadi misalnya kayak pas mereka masih dalam bentuk spore gitu mereka belum terbunuh. nahh itulah makanya dalam kemasan susu tetrapak gitu kan tertulis simpan dalam keadaan sejuk, gitu kan? soalnya kalo misalnya dia berada di tempat yang hangat, sporenya bisa aktif lagi,gituu... makanya guys, selalu simpan susu dalam keadaan sejuk, lebih baik lagi kalo dalam lemari es... oke???
trus trus, lecturer gw cerita....
sekitar 8 tahun lalu, di malaysia sempet terkenal banget susu merek 'snow brand', nah susu ini tuh produk jepang, dr perusahaan yang udah terkenal banget, yaa istilahnya dia sih seterkenal dutch lady gitu *kalo di indo frisian flag*. tapi, sekitar tiga tahun lalu, perusahaan ini bangkrut hanya gara-gara SATU kesalahan kecil.
jadi, semua produk susu, mau digimanain ntar akhirnya, mau dijadiin susu bubuk kek, jadiin keju kek, jadiin yoghurt kek, itu pasti selalu di-pasteurize dulu. karena ini milk factory, ya jelas lah susu yang jadi bahan baku smeua produk mereka dipasteurize dulu, jadi perusahaan ini punya banyak tanki-tanki superbesar *yang kata lecturer gw bisa nyampe segede kamar, beuuhh... gede amad yakk?* yang dipake buat nyimpen susu yang udah di-pasteurize. nahh suatu waktu *ciehh bahasa gue najong abis* di salah satu tanki, masih ada sisa susu yang abis dipasteurize. sebenernya kan enggak apa-apa kalo ntar diisi lagi sama susu baru trus kecampur, wong udah dipasteurize ini, asal suhunya tetep terjaga di 4-5 derajat celsius jadi sporenya microbes gak aktif. nahhh disini nih kesalahannya. ada salah satu food technologistnya yang entah lupa apa gimana, enggak ngontrol suhu di tanki itu, padahal kan harusnya kudu rutin diukur suhunya, trus disesuaikan di 4-5 derajat celsius. nahh, buat tanki yang satu ini enggak, trus dibiarin aja semaleman gitu dalam keadaan suhu yang menghangat. jadilah microbesnya berkembang dengan riang. lhadalah *beuh bahasa gue juga nih makin najong* paginya tanki itu langsung diisi lagi sama susu baru yang udah dipasteurize. tambah senenglah microbesnya, wong dikasih makanan plus nutrisi. jelas makin berkembang kan. udah gitu, susu itu terus selanjutnya diolah jadi produk-produknya perusahaan itu trus dipasarkan. bisa ketebak cerita selanjutnya, banyak orang yang mengklaim kalo mereka keracunan setelah minum produknya snow brand. meskipun perusahaan ini udah tanggung jawab dengan ngebayarin biaya pengobatan orang2 yang keracunan dan bikin pernyataan maaf secara resmi di media-media, tetep aja orang kan udah nggak percaya lagi sama snow brand, jadilah perusahaan ini bangkrut dan enggak berproduksi lagi.
nahhh, hikmah dari cerita ini *cieh hikmah* adalah, kalo kata lecturer gw, kerja di bidang food industry itu emang susah, karena urusannya sama makanan ato minuman yang masuk ke badan manusia... jadinya sekalinya bikin kesalahan, udah deh, bubar jalan, karena manusia emang kan jelas gak mau taking risk sama nyawa mereka. gituu...
nahh, buat yang mau jadi food technologist ato food scientist, silakan berpikir dua kali. kalo gw sih udah, makanya tetep gw ambil :D

2c : cerita cucian

hmm... sebenernya post ini gak begitu penting siy... cuma gw mo curhat aja... abis gonduk sih, huhuhuwww...

mosok seharian ini gw dipermainkan sama yang namanya CUCIAN!!
ehm, jadi gini ceritanya.
seperti biasa, pagi2 sebelum gw berangkat kelas hari ini, sekitar jam 7, gw cuci pakaian gw yang kemaren, which are terdiri dari undies, satu poloshirt hitam power rangers, kaos putih toraja, dan celana coklat made in malioboro. ya udah, selesai nyuci gw langsung berangkat lahh ke kampus, seperti biasa naik k17 bus saya tercintah. dari jendela bus, gw kan ngeliat keluar dan terlihatlah awan berarak-arak *halahh emangnya lagu* gak ding, gw ngeliat kok awannya udah GUELAAAAPPP banget, yang bikin gw yakin 1000% kalo bakalan ujan. yah, seperti anak2 kos lain yang nyuci sendiri, yang terlintas di kepala gw adalah 'haduhh, cucian gw gimana yahh?' tapi gw berusaha menenangkan diri dengan membatin 'ahh, kan class pagi ini cuma jam 8 sampe jam 9, paling ntar pulang cuciannya masih bisa diselamatkan' ya suwda... akhirnya gw pun nguli dengan tenang, sampe akhirnya keluar dari class jam 9, ternyata awannya malah tambah gelap... gw langsung cepet2 ke bus stop, ehhh persissss begitu gw nyampe bus stop, gak pake pengumuman apa-apa, minimal gerimis dulu kek, langsung ujan deres mengguyur mak BYUUURRR gitu. kurangazaaaarr, kenapa gak nunggu gw sampe rumah aja sih!! hiihh, bisa ditebak, cucianku jelas tak bisa diselamatkaaaan, uhuhuuuwww....
sampe di college, gw langsung lari ke arah jemuran, huhuhuuuww ternyata benar, baju2 gw smuanya basah kuyuuuppp, lebih basah daripada pas abis nyuci tadi...
yaudah, terpaksa deh ngulang nyuci lagi, huhuhuhuukk
terus selesai jemur, gw langsung ke kamar, internetan. sempet gw beberapa kali ngeliat ke luar jendela, mataharinya puanaaasss banget, gw udah senyum-senyum najong sendiri. gw perkirakan, pasti ntar malem baju gw udah kering. berhubung baju gw ini gak perlu disterika karena gampang banget halusnya *secara poloshirt dan kaos gitu*, gw udah ngebayangin ntar malem gw lipet-lipet baju, masukin lemari, ngerjain statistik, trus tidurrr huhuhu indahnya hidup ini.

ehh ternyata bayangan tinggal bayangan.
abis magrib, gw keluar dari kamar buat ngambil minum di bawah, tapi sebelumnya gw mampir jemuran dulu, niatnya mau ngambil baju2 gw.
gw kaget banget, kok baju gw masih basah???? gak ada bedanya sama pas gw jemur tadi!!

sumpe gw heran setengah mati. mending kalo ujan. lha ini enggak tuh. wong cuacanya malah gerah setengah idup. akhirnya gw mikir-mikir-mikir sambil ngambil minum trus masuk lagi ke dalam rumah gw. trus pas gw masuk *dalam keadaan masih mikir* gw kan ketemu kak huda yang baru keluar dari wc, trus dia ngomong 'you know what, i'm a bit disappointed with those who are living on 4th floor' ya trus gw nanya lah 'why?' trus dia jawab ' because after they wash their clothes, they directly hang it, so the water is still dropping on our clothes hanging there!'

buat yang bingung, 'kok bisa??'
silakan lihat gambar berikut ini

kayak gitu tuhh tampangnya jemuran di college gw... jadi bisa diliat kan... kalo cucian di lantai atasnya gak diperes bener2, ya jelas netes ke cucian di bawahnya lahh


teka-teki terjawab sudah.

buat kalian yang tinggal di lantai 4 college 17 block C dan merasa baru aja selesai nyuci sekitar jam 18.30 waktu malaysia...


huhuhuhuuuuww. bajuku belum kering malam iniii. huhuhhuuuuwww.