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brownies kukus lapis keju dan chocolate fudge bikinan sendiriii, nyahahaha

gw gak tau kenapa, akhir-akhir ini gw obsessed banget sama yang namanya blueberry dan brownies. Bukan gw penasaran pengen nyobanya, tapi gw justru penasaran pengen BIKINnya. Yup, gw pengen banget bisa bikin brownies yang bener-bener fudgy, chewy, en kerasa coklat banget gitu, which means itu brownies kudu berasa bantet tapi engga super bantet, gyahahaha. Jadiii, kalo misalnya nanti gw bikin brownies, patokan gw tuh kalo untuk brownies panggang ya moga-moga bisa kayak browniesnya dunkin donuts, trus kalo untuk brownies kukus minimal bisa sama kayak brownies kukusnya Mirota *soalnya kalo mau kayak Amanda kayaknya kejauhan, hohoho*. Sama blueberry juga. Gw suka create macem-macem pake blueberry, paling simpel ya jelas makan roti tawar pake selai blueberry, lebih enak lagi kalo trus ditambah keju, hehehe. Brownies kukus blueberry bikinannya tante gw juga mantab banget lho, hehehe.
Truss, dua hari lalu kan gw iseng-iseng browsing resep, trus tiba-tiba gw nemuin resep brownies kukus yang gampang en kayaknya dari fotonya tuh enak banget. Akhirnya gw copy itu resep, trus gw modif-modif sendiri. Jadi, dengan tekad bulat dan kemantapan hati, kemaren gw belanja bahan-bahan buat brownies kukus modif-an gw ini. Emak gw juga semangat banget buat cari-cari bahannya, sampe-sampe kita ngabisin waktu lama di bagian cokelat masak, gara-gara kita bingung milih antara make coklat masak biasa, coklat masak putih, choco chips, ato cokelat putih yang ada rasa strawberry-nya. Akhirnya kita mutusin untuk pake chocolate chips aja, soalnya niru-niru Nigella Lawson yang pake choco chips buat pengganti coklat masak biar gak repot-repot chopping, hueheheh *ni orang masak sebenernya niat apa kagak ya, wakkaak*
Oyahh, mau liat fotonya nggak? Ini nihh..

Kalo resepnya, boleh lho...
BROWNIES KUKUS LAPIS KEJU
100 gram mentega
90 gram chocolate chips
6 kuning telur
4 putih telur
200 gram gula pasir halus
60 gram terigu
50 gram keju parut
45 gram chocolate chips untuk taburan
1. Lelehkan mentega, masukkan chocolate chips, aduk hingga coklat sepenuhnya meleleh, diamkan sampai agak mendingin.
2. Kocok telur dan gula dengan mixer kecepatan sedang hingga mengembang, kira-kira sepuluh menit
3. Ayak tepung terigu sambil diaduk rata *ngaduknya pake spatula aja, jangan pake mixer! Soalnya emak gw ngusulin buat dimixer karena adonannya udah keliatan 'turun', ehh malah makin 'turun'! Final result : agak terlalu bantat, hhuhuu*
4. Masukkan campuran mentega, aduk rata.
5. Oles kertas roti dengan margarine, alaskan di sebuah loyang persegi, masukkan separuh adonan, kukus selama 10 menit.
6. Taburi keju, kukus lagi selama sepuluh menit.
7. Tuang sisa adonan, kukus lima menit.
8. Taburi chocolate chips, kukus lagi sepuluh menit.
Jadi deh! Tunggu dingin, terus potong-potong.
Meskipun agak bantat untuk ukuran brownies kukus, ternyata rasanya enak lho.. kalo gw sih lebih suka sama brownies kukus yang rasanya manis kayak gini, soalnya kalo brownies kukusnya Mirota kan agak pahit karena pakai dark chocolate. Tapi mungkin someday kalo kepengen rasa cokelat yang lebih mantap ya mungkin pake yang dark aja kali ya, hehehe.
Oya, resep ini juga bisa dimodif kayak gini... jadi setelah adonannya jadi, tuang separuh adonan ke dalam cetakan persegi, kukus selama 20 menit sampai matang, angkat. Lakukan hal yang sama buat separuh adonan lagi. Terus, oles selai blueberry di atas permukaan salah satu brownies, tutup dengan satu brownies lagi. Jadi deh BROWNIES KUKUS BLUEBERRY. Ya jelas gak usah pake keju, hehehe. Kalo engga, pas ngoles selai blueberry itu, taburin keju parut. Jadi BLUEBERRY CHEESE BROWNIES deh. Nyum nyuum. Tapi insyaAllah besok senen mau coba bikin lagi, soalnya emak gw masih penasaran sama bantetnya itu adonan, jadi pas dicampurin tepung mau diaduk pake spatula aja, hehehe.
Oyah, dua minggu lalu gw juga bikin chocolate fudge, soalnya ngabisin sisa coklat masaknya adek gw yang dia pake buat acara masak di sekolahnya. Resep dasarnya sih, seperti biasa dari mbak Nigella Lawson, tapi isinya aku modif sendiri, hehehe. Enak sih kalo menurut gw, asal jangan banyak-banyak makannya, ntar eneg, soalnya manis banget, hehehe. Namanya juga chocolate fudge. Kalo mau resepnya, monggo...
BISCUIT HONEY PEANUT CHOCOLATE FUDGE
200 gram milk cooking chocolate, cincang atau potong kecil-kecil.
2 sendok makan unsalted butter
5 sachet susu kental manis putih *kalo pengen coklatnya lebih berasa, ya pake yang coklat aja, secara waktu itu di rumah gw cuma ada persediaan yang putih, hehehe*
10 keping biskuit marie, masukkan dalam kantong plastik, pukul-pukul dengan roller sampai kepotong-potong aja, gak usah sampai hancur jadi bubuk gitu*
45 gram honey roasted peanut
1. Masukkan cokelat, susu kental manis, butter dalam satu panci, nyalakan api kecil, aduk sampai cokelat leleh dan tercampur.
2. Matikan api, masukkan biskuit dan kacang, aduk rata.
3. Tuang adonan dalam cetakan persegi yang udah dialasin kertas roti yang dioles mentega, dinginkan dalam kulkas kira-kira dua jam *ato kalo udah males nunggu, taruh aja di freezer, hehehe*
4. Potong-potong, udah deh!
Selamat bercoklat-coklat ria, kasi tau gw kalo hasilnya nyummy ya! Ato kalo nemu modif yang laen lagi, boleh ngabar-ngabarin loh, hehehe.

hUwAaaa... pengen syuting lagiii

Hari ini, adek gw ama temen-temennya syuting buat tugas bahasa indonesia mereka. Jadi ceritanya guru mereka tuh nugasin buat bikin film pendek yang pokoknya inti ceritanya tentang ande ande lumut gitu, tapi boleh dimodifikasi, jadinya kelompok adek gw bikin film yang judulnya 'andi andi luput', kenapa luput? soalnya ceritanya cowok yang namanya 'andi' (who is starred by my sis. ow yeah. she's so good at being a guy. nyahahaha) ini sukanya ilang en susah dicari, jadinya kudu dicari lewat gps gitu. Ceritanya kocak banget deh, beneran. Gw baca scriptnya aja udah ngakak-ngakak (mosok akhirnya si ande-ande lumutnya ternyata bencong? duhh ketik C spasi D, cape dehh, emang cocoookk dehh adek gw kalo jadi banci, gyahahaha)
Dan ngeliat mereka syuting hari ini, gw jadi inget pengalaman gw dulu syuting me vs big body sama psycho-die dulu itu yang, well, meskipun cuma trailer tapi ternyata syutingnya ampe ampir sebulan bo, huanyeeepp tenaaan, wakakaka. Padahal adek gw yang bikin film pendek aja dua hari slese, hohoho.
Trus abis itu, karena gw kangen, ya gw liat lagi tu rekaman dua film, soalnya kebetulan gw punya rekaman behind the scene-nya juga. Dan hm, ternyata gw jadi kangen syuting lagi, tapi sama kelompok gw yang dulu lagi, alias gw, yopi, dNiz, dhito, anin, tyaz, sama hakni. Gila, kita tuh kumpulan orang gila (kecuali yopi ama dhito, yang awalnya waras tapi ikut-ikutan gila juga akhirnya, nyahaha) yang kompak banget dan alhamdulillah temen-temen gw kreatif semua, jadi pasti adaa aja ide baru yang asik tiap kali kita syuting. Dan syuting sama mereka itu gak ada kerasa capeknya sama sekali, dan kita mau shoot adegan sedih, adegan serem, adegan apaa aja, pasti ngelakuinnya sambil ketawa-ketawa. Yang paling penting, gimana ya, isi otak kita tuh kayaknya ampir sama, soalnya setiap ide yang dikasih sama tiap anggota kelompok itu pasti anggota yang lain mikirin hal yang sama juga, jadinya asik bangett, bisa dibilang kita engga pernah berantem pas ngejalanin syutingnya,so bisa ketebak kalo syuting kita emang jadi asik banget.
Kalo diinget inget, bisa dibilang semua susah-senengnya syuting udah dijalanin sama kita. Mulai dari susahnya bikin hujan buatan buat me vs bigbody, salah minum cokelat panas (wink wink, gyahaha), ketawa-ketawa karena salah baca script, kudu ngulangin scene karena tangannya untuk megang kepala beda (jadi harusnya tangan kanan karena scene sebelumnya megang kepala pake tangan kanan, ehh kok scene berikutnya ganti tangan kiri), yopi yang harusnya ngasih contoh gimana pandangan mata orang takut yang kok bukannya nunjukin ekspresi takut malah jadi pandangan mata yang nakutin orang (dapet salam dari echa yop! E.. chape dehhh), dandanin hakni biar jadi orang psikopat yang asli di kamera keliatan bener-bener nyeremin (thanks to kitty, u r such a GREAT GREAT make up artist), adegan ngetok pintu doang yang kudu diulang-ulang (padahal cuma as simple as ngetok pintu gitu lohh), nyampur-nyampurin semua warna cat posternya yopi buat nemuin warna darah gara-gara gak punya warna merah, tapi ya tetep aja warnanya gak bisa jadi merah secara merah kan warna dasar, ehh malah ketemunya warna darah monster f(-.-)
Dan ternyata syuting yang ngabisin waktu ampir sebulan (secara kita cuma bisa syuting pas pulang sekolah sama hari libur doang) cuma untuk lima belas menit trailer (ingett kita cuma bikin trailer, gak bikin film karena males bikin ending, huehehe) itu bener-bener ngangenin... apalagi sama team gw yang bener-bener solid... we had such great scriptwriter, great music director, great graphic director, great acting coach... uhuk uhukk...

MAO SYUTING LAGEEEE!!

T.T
PS : adek gw bilang, kalo bikin trailer gw mungkin lebih lama soalnya trailer itu kan kayak gabungan dari potongan gambar-gambar, jadinya mungkin malah lebih ngabisin banyak waktu dibanding film adek gw yang sekali take udah langsung lama gitu waktunya. Hmm,kalo dipikir-pikir bener juga seh.

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Actually, i'm just having this question passed my mind, so i wrote it here, hoping maybe someday someone who reads this can give me answers or maybe just a little hint about them. I'll be so much appreciated anyway, ahaha.
OK, recently i have changed my style into the girlish one. Nowadays i also walk and sit properly, i mean here the girl-like one. You know what i mean. I think i am starting to enjoy it, altho i still feel like i miss having my old style (uh-oh, my cousin'll kill me if she hears this, ahaha), i also already lost quite a lot of my weight and everyone said that i look quite slimmer (except sani. she said she didnt see any difference on my body. Hukhuk)
But, my question is, what do i change my style and appearance for?
I've heard some answers of this question from some people, long long time ago before i decided to say OK to the transformation of my style (alrite, alrite, maybe i already got the answers. I just havent felt satisfied with them. I need the more satisfying ones. Um, maybe not satisfying, ummm... OK, the ones that makes me feel really really sure that it's not useless to change my style, makes me feel more sure than these ones), and those answers actually can be summarized into one point, which is 'so that i will look prettier and it will be easier for me to find a boyfriend'.


Uhm.


If it IS the answer, then i think it's quite useless for me to change my style. Besides until now i'm still being single, i also think that i'm not destined to get boyfriend in this way. I mean here, OK, let me give you one example. This morning, i went to a mall (since it's sunday morning and there will be a lot of people around in the mall) and i dressed up quite properly. I wore thigh-length-red-and-grey tshirt, jeans, grey cardigan, combined with black bowling bag and black flatties. I felt quite confident in this package and i activated my radar of cute boys soon i entered the front door. After two hours being there, i got no signal from my radar, and i also dont think that any single or non-single guys' radars there got signals too when i was around (which means i'm not cute enough for them either *sigh)
Buuuutttt
When my mom asked me to buy chicken satay for our dinner from a 'warung' in front of my house this evening, my radar gave me a very loud ringing signal of a cute boy who is just around one metre standing next to me that i couldnt take my eyes off him. And surprisingly i felt that he's also staring at me, but i was pretty sure that the reason he's staring at me was because he's feeling weird of my clothes i was wearing at that time : shocking yellow homey tshirt, grey baggy shorts, and electric blue toilet slippers, which are so-damn-not-proper combination (hey, you all cant blame on me for wearing those stuff! my mom just interrupted my enjoyment of reading my novel and all i thought was getting all what my mom asked me done so that i could go back to the pages of the novel i read as soon as possible. Besides, this warung is just in front of my house. Do i need to dress up still? OK, i think this is also a question to answer).
Arrrggghh

Sometimes i hope i'll find a guy who loves me unconditionally (which i know it's SURELY impossible. Guys love looks, anyone knows that), so that i can wear my tshirt and baggy pants and sneakers without feeling that i look so damn ugly on it (eventhough i still dont feel like i look better with my style now). But, yeah, i've mentioned before, it's IMPOSSIBLE. All with capitals. I've discussed this topic many times in this blog everytime i got my heart broken but i still havent found the answer. Wait, writing about this topic now doesnt mean that i'm brokenhearted. I even dont have any crush by now. Oh damn, i just cant believe i wrote this paragraph in my blog. Now everyone knows how desperate i am. Ahahaha.

OK, i'm still waiting for an answer. So please please please, help me out find it. Thx anyway.

PS : OK, i just wanna add a little notes that might help you guys to find an answer for my question (anyone??). Well, i just found out a reason why i chose tomboy for my style. Uhm, well, i think, alrite, i SURELY think, that i wanted to be different. I wanted to be not just ordinary, but in the end i'm still just the same ordinary girl who is stuck on her tomboy personality and trying to change it. Well, i wanna be different so that everyone sees that i'm different and maybe later on they will be interested in me and wanna know more about me then we can be, well, closer. Oh God what the hell is my thought about! Hmm, now you all now that i'm a MORE desperate person than you've known before :P